[FEAT] Silent Screams & Silhouettes

I FOUND HOPE

I found that you just stood there
Watching as I drowned
In jealousy, self-pity
As I sank beneath the ground

I FOUND CRIES

I found a place to hide
In the smoke of cigarettes
The bottom of this bottle
In danger's silhouette

I FOUND TRUTH

I found the strength I wanted
In the bottom of your heart
But when that heart was broken,
I couldn't watch it fall apart

I FOUND LIES

I found that second place
And no matter what I do,
I know I won't be good enough
To be as good as you

I FOUND TEARS

So I found the hate I loved
And I found the love I hated
I found I'll never be the best,
But first is overrated

I FOUND WHY

I found the hope I needed
In the truth of all these lies
Though I think it all caved in
At the moment I realized

I FOUND STRENGTH

Somewhere along this narrow path,
I shouted for some help
My silent screams weren't heard -
Because somehow, I lost myself

THEN SAID GOODBYE