BeccA's Vampire Blog: Embarassed

I'm so embarassed...I was embarassed all day long. First, my ex-friend accused me of calling her in class. I told her she's not on my phone and she went to the teacher and blurted it out that I supposedly called her. Then the whole class laughed and me and called me a loser. Next, I just feel plain embarassed to come on here anymore. Don't ask why.
Oh, and I re-did the title. It's gonna have my mood from now on after it.

Aw, Becca, I'm sorry that happened. D:

oh, and also, my friend accused me of calling her a really nasty word and i said she treats me like that all the time.

Well, if she's being like that, maybe she's not worth it.

and i want to kill myself now...
i always do. ._.

You should never ever think like that. Ending your life is a long term solution to a short term problem. I've had horrible friend problems, but suicide is never the answer. Never.

and my life sucks. with everything. my friends hate me im known as the girl that dates every guy in sight thats cute and lots of things are happening inside my mental mind that are just making me want to kill myself but i never ever EVER wants to.

Everyone's life has a down point- but that doesn't mean you should off yourself.

oh, did i mention im never gonna find the right guy? my friends are kissing their boyfriends and mine......lives in another state. im sad. but at the same time ready to beast spyro....i love purple dragons!

Girly... you're eleven. Your friends shouldn't be kissing anyone, and neither should you.

Don't say that, Becca. Amanda's right - you're eleven, you shouldn't be worrying about this stuff right now. Like I told Kasey, just stay positive and know that it will only get better from here.

gosh. you sound like my friend.

I'm guessing that's not a good thing? :/

its a good thing.

ironic. i have a friend named kacey.

Aw, Smirf. *huggle* No matter how bad things are, I promise you, there's always going to be somebody out there who cares. And if you let yourself end it all, because you think nobody cares, or for any reason . . . how do you think the people who do care will feel? Your parents? Your real friends?

Your ex-friend really is nasty. Just don't let her get you down. Keep looking up, and it'll all get better. ^^ Revel in the fact that you're better than her, and just don't worry.

Smirf, even if people are really nasty -- which it seems like they're being -- please don't even think about killing yourself. It's just not right. :/
You're... 11, from I can see, and I can tell you -- even if they're kissing boyfriends in 6th or 7th grade, that doesn't mean you have to. Hey, you're luckier than I am -- you have a boyfriend. xD
*hugs*