I almost did this to myself. =(

While we did the dishes, I was getting annoyed with my dad, so I had the guts to talk back. He started swearing at me, and saying stuff I got really mad at. Sooo... I got so mad, that while he didn't look, I took the knife, and poked my hand gently with it, I stared at it for a bit, then put it back where it belonged. But you can probably guess what I was thinking:

"Should I stab my hand with the knife?"

I was that angry. And if your about to say my dad has problems, I think I'm going to agree with you.

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~Jesus4Eternity

Okay, that's bad. I'm really sorry that it happened.
But please. don't. ever. stab. yourself. Please.

I'll try... =/
Part of me wants to die, so I can be away from my dad. But part of me isn't ready to die.

Aww, Mia. I'm really sorry. Sometimes parents can be a pain =/

My dad's always like this.

*crosses fingers* Here's to hoping I never stab myself.

Mia, if you're dad is making you want to do that, you have to talk to him. Or somebody. Your mom? A counseler?

My mom doesn't really beleive me. I have no one else I can pretty much talk to about it. XP Talking with my dad is the worst idea, if I were to, he'd probably just cancel internet.

Aw, I'm sorry. You can talk to us, or maybe vent on the venting club?

*sighs* I'll give my dad another chance, before I get into details n' stuff. XP

I'm so sorry, Mia! I feel exactly the same way sometimes about my mom. Stabbing yourself won't do anything but hurt you, though; it won't make your dad stop being a jerk, and it will only make things better. Please don't. Don't give your dad the satisfaction of making you so miserable.

Thanks Shadow... =/
Thank goodness I put the knife back...

I agree.

Sometimes I feel to do that. I just do something that makes me feel better. Like a certain song.

I can't listen to my playlist n' stuff when dad's here. XP

Oh. I'm sorry about that. Is there any adult you can trust to talk about it?

No adults. XP My grandpa, (my dad's dad) can't do much 'bout it... and my mom rarely beleives me when its about my dad. X(

Okay. Well when I'm sad, I always listen to this song, and it always makes feel better.
Why don't you do that when your dad's not around?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rrb2W1NlJ3o

Tomorrow, maybe.

'Kay. :]
Believe me, it will help. lol.

I'm so sorry, Mia I'm very very glad you didn't stab yourself, please never do that!! Parents can be a pain sometimes, maybe we should make a venting section on TWG, Whatda ya think Shadow?

Hmm.. there's already a Venting club. Sooo.. I'm guessing a club's good for now?

I woulda screamed if I woulda stabbed myself. I wouldn't wanna bleed so much. XP

I like the idea . . . but yeah, we do have the club. xD So I think we're good for now.

I'm right! AGAIN! XD

Aw, Afi, never go down that road.

There are so many more things you can do to get away from your dad and relieve the stress he gives you. You could try meditation, it's apparently really calming. Just listen to some music, go outside for some fresh air, anything. You don't have to hurt yourself, it just turns into an addiction. I have friends who've done that and they've gotten in so much trouble for it. You can seriously kill yourself... You may think that it's just your hand, but there are some major veins and things in there that can make you bleed out. It's not as bad as the wrist, but still. I know it's tough to deal with your dad but there really are so many other options. It's hard to think clear when you're mad, I know, but if you just count to three, breathe deeply, and walk away... It works. You'd be amazed how good just breathing works... I have terrible, terrible anger issues, and it helps me sooo much. Just breathe in your nose and out your mouth.

I've had a lot of problems with that myself, though not exactly parent related, where I just want to die. But Afi, you're young. We're all young here. You have SO many better years ahead of you. Being a teen/preteen is really tough, because we're just growing up and it's going to be emotional... It'll get better though, I promise.