Pugs is crying on the 15th

by **PugsRock** 9/15/2009, 5:11 pm

I'm so upset. I worked so hard this summer, practicing my piece for band, and apparently, for now, I'm 3rd chair. That could change, because I don't know if she's tested anyone but me, but, yeah. I wish it was like Shadow and iGri, how they can record their auditions. I only had one chance, and I blew it. I told my dad, and he's like, "Well, you have to work harder." I've been crying for an hour. Everyone is getting first chair in their band, but not me. I've been depressed. Yesterday I woke up happy, now I can't find anything good about my life. Everything has a down side.

Jason hasn't talked to me since the high fiving thing. He doesn't even look at me. I'm not going to list all the bad things, but I'm so mad now. I can't stand it.

I'm so mad.

I have a question- why are people changing their usernames? It's confusing.

-Pugs

by **shadowsowner888** 9/15/2009, 5:21 pm

I'm really sorry about everything. Sad

I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better.

And people are changing their names because, I hope, they feel they're not fitting them anymore. xD But I have to do it for them, and I'm not allowing it more than once a month per user at the most, so we can avoid as much as is possible of that confusion.