The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
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The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
by shadowsowner888 9/27/2009, 10:28 am
My gosh. I have so many guy problems that I don’t know how you guys aren’t sick of hearing about them. >.> Unless you are . . . whatevs.
Well, I had teen club tonight. Which means I saw Jamie.
I’ll get to the boy stuff at the end. For now, I wanna babble about other stuff.
1. I have an annoying cramp. It’s hurting like heck just to be sitting at the computer. D=
2. My unofficial-BFF is now my official-BFF. So if I say “my BFF” ever, know that I’m referring to the girl Gri likes. Not “her,” but the one that likes him back.
3. I’m going to a stinking mother-daughter tea tomorrow. D= I didn’t say no cus I didn’t wanna offend my mom, and it’s too late to back out now. But the lady doing it . . . I dun like her. >.> She’s a really uptight “Christian,” and just the thought of people wearing pants there gets her POed. All the girls have to dress up stinking nice. D+
4. I feel extreme at Rock Band. ^^ I’ve started getting gold stars, instead of just the plain five stars. And I figured out how, too - go into overdrive as much as you can when you have a x4 multiplier.
5. I’m a hopeless, desperate girl. And I suck at keeping my secrets. (Yeah, I told someone else. xD)
They come and go/but they don’t know/that you are my/beautiful. *This is from a guy’s perspective. >.> Even so, pay attention. It’s my perfect song.
Jamie never talks to me of his own accord. ._. I mean, he’ll talk to me if there’s nobody else. But otherwise, it seems like he’s talking to anybody but me.
My BFF’s no help. I mean, I do have Joe and Ron (aka Werewolf/Jacob), and she wants me to like Ron mostly, cus she used to like him herself. She just thinks Jamie’s weird, and so she spent like twenty minutes trying to convince me that it wouldn’t work out.
I try to come/closer with you/but they all say/we won’t make it through.
Neither of them get it. Jamie doesn’t get how much it hurts me when I get left out, even though I’m sure it’s not of malicious intent. >.> And Ann just doesn’t get how much I feel like I need Jamie.
And now I feel like it’s never gonna work out. ._. But I’d be perfect for Jamie! I’d be the perfect girlfriend. Maybe I’m just too crazy for him to see anything in me. But that is me, outside anyway. I mean, inside I’m solemn. But having a different outside is me, too.
But I’ll be there forever/you will see that it’s better/all our hopes and our dreams will come true.
I will not disappoint you/I will be right there for you/till the end, the end of time . . ./please be mine.
But then, I’ve got those crushes on Ron and Joe, too. D= I mean, I just don’t like them as much. But still . . . I probably should just give up on Jamie.
Cus Joe, he actually talks to me and stuff. He’s easier to get along with for me than Jamie - and he goes along with my insanity, like I’ve said before, rather than just cracking up at it.
And Ron . . . we’re actually friends. Good friends. He knows I like Jamie (and two other guys, who I didn’t name xD), and I know who he likes, and we get each other and stuff. It’s easy just to goof off and be myself without any issues around him. But he does like another girl - and then another but - but maybe he likes me too?
I really should be able to just let go of Jamie. ._.
I’m in and out/of love with you/trying to find if it’s really true.
Maybe the problem really just is me. I’m not mature enough. I’m too much of a guy. And that’s always the problem when you’re friends with people - they’re not likely to think of you as more than a friend, being classic guys. And I’m not even that close with Jamie in the first place. I’m too weird.
How can I/prove my love/when they all say I’m not good enough?
And for some reason, I can’t give up. I’ll keep liking Jamie. Even if we “don’t match.” Even if he hates me. Even if he blows me off and grinds me to the floor, leaving me lower than nothing, and without anything to show. I’ll still be crushing on him.
Can’t stop the rain from falling/can’t stop my heart from calling you.
It’s calling youuuuu.
*sigh*
Jamie
The Good:
He’s sweet.
He’s funny.
He’s an amazing guitar player, and can play other instruments too.
He’s caring.
He accepts people for who they are.
He’s kinda cute.
He’s nine months older than me.
The Bad:
He keeps getting “married.”
He hardly talks to me.
Joe
The Good:
He’s sweet.
He’s funny.
He can play guitar.
He’s caring.
He accepts people for who they are.
He gets who people are.
He’s fun.
He’s nice to me.
The Bad:
He’s kinda cute, but kinda not.
He’s two years older than me.
Ron
The Good:
He’s funny.
He’s addicted to video games. I’m addicted to the computer. That’s something in common.
We’re good friends.
He’s fun.
He’s easy to talk to.
He can be serious - sometimes. >.>
The Bad:
He likes someone else.
He’s not so cute.
He’s a month younger than me. (But he’s taller!)
See? I have a ton of good reasons to like them all, but there’s still reasons not to. ._. *sigh* I confuse myself. I think I’ll shut up now.
Click my eggs!
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Well, I had teen club tonight. Which means I saw Jamie.
I’ll get to the boy stuff at the end. For now, I wanna babble about other stuff.
1. I have an annoying cramp. It’s hurting like heck just to be sitting at the computer. D=
2. My unofficial-BFF is now my official-BFF. So if I say “my BFF” ever, know that I’m referring to the girl Gri likes. Not “her,” but the one that likes him back.
3. I’m going to a stinking mother-daughter tea tomorrow. D= I didn’t say no cus I didn’t wanna offend my mom, and it’s too late to back out now. But the lady doing it . . . I dun like her. >.> She’s a really uptight “Christian,” and just the thought of people wearing pants there gets her POed. All the girls have to dress up stinking nice. D+
4. I feel extreme at Rock Band. ^^ I’ve started getting gold stars, instead of just the plain five stars. And I figured out how, too - go into overdrive as much as you can when you have a x4 multiplier.
5. I’m a hopeless, desperate girl. And I suck at keeping my secrets. (Yeah, I told someone else. xD)
They come and go/but they don’t know/that you are my/beautiful. *This is from a guy’s perspective. >.> Even so, pay attention. It’s my perfect song.
Jamie never talks to me of his own accord. ._. I mean, he’ll talk to me if there’s nobody else. But otherwise, it seems like he’s talking to anybody but me.
My BFF’s no help. I mean, I do have Joe and Ron (aka Werewolf/Jacob), and she wants me to like Ron mostly, cus she used to like him herself. She just thinks Jamie’s weird, and so she spent like twenty minutes trying to convince me that it wouldn’t work out.
I try to come/closer with you/but they all say/we won’t make it through.
Neither of them get it. Jamie doesn’t get how much it hurts me when I get left out, even though I’m sure it’s not of malicious intent. >.> And Ann just doesn’t get how much I feel like I need Jamie.
And now I feel like it’s never gonna work out. ._. But I’d be perfect for Jamie! I’d be the perfect girlfriend. Maybe I’m just too crazy for him to see anything in me. But that is me, outside anyway. I mean, inside I’m solemn. But having a different outside is me, too.
But I’ll be there forever/you will see that it’s better/all our hopes and our dreams will come true.
I will not disappoint you/I will be right there for you/till the end, the end of time . . ./please be mine.
But then, I’ve got those crushes on Ron and Joe, too. D= I mean, I just don’t like them as much. But still . . . I probably should just give up on Jamie.
Cus Joe, he actually talks to me and stuff. He’s easier to get along with for me than Jamie - and he goes along with my insanity, like I’ve said before, rather than just cracking up at it.And Ron . . . we’re actually friends. Good friends. He knows I like Jamie (and two other guys, who I didn’t name xD), and I know who he likes, and we get each other and stuff. It’s easy just to goof off and be myself without any issues around him. But he does like another girl - and then another but - but maybe he likes me too?
I really should be able to just let go of Jamie. ._.
I’m in and out/of love with you/trying to find if it’s really true.
Maybe the problem really just is me. I’m not mature enough. I’m too much of a guy. And that’s always the problem when you’re friends with people - they’re not likely to think of you as more than a friend, being classic guys.
And I’m not even that close with Jamie in the first place. I’m too weird.How can I/prove my love/when they all say I’m not good enough?
And for some reason, I can’t give up. I’ll keep liking Jamie. Even if we “don’t match.” Even if he hates me. Even if he blows me off and grinds me to the floor, leaving me lower than nothing, and without anything to show. I’ll still be crushing on him.
Can’t stop the rain from falling/can’t stop my heart from calling you.
It’s calling youuuuu.
*sigh*
Jamie
The Good:
He’s sweet.
He’s funny.
He’s an amazing guitar player, and can play other instruments too.
He’s caring.
He accepts people for who they are.
He’s kinda cute.
He’s nine months older than me.
The Bad:
He keeps getting “married.”
He hardly talks to me.
Joe
The Good:
He’s sweet.
He’s funny.
He can play guitar.
He’s caring.
He accepts people for who they are.
He gets who people are.
He’s fun.
He’s nice to me.
The Bad:
He’s kinda cute, but kinda not.
He’s two years older than me.
Ron
The Good:
He’s funny.
He’s addicted to video games. I’m addicted to the computer. That’s something in common.
We’re good friends.
He’s fun.
He’s easy to talk to.
He can be serious - sometimes. >.>
The Bad:
He likes someone else.
He’s not so cute.
He’s a month younger than me. (But he’s taller!)
See? I have a ton of good reasons to like them all, but there’s still reasons not to. ._. *sigh* I confuse myself. I think I’ll shut up now.
Click my eggs!
{{{}}}
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Re: The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
by Jesus4Eternity 9/27/2009, 10:48 am
Shad, don't worry; boys are always confusing. One day their your best friend in the world, and the next they won't talk to you, and then, in a week, you walk to the bus together and talk about the randomest topics. Boys are just...strange. xD
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Re: The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
by Komoda 9/27/2009, 11:09 am
Aw, Shad', I'm sure he doesn't mean to leave you out. Maybe he really likes you, and he's just scared to talk to you? Or maybe he's trying to make you jealous... Or something like that. Either way, I'm sure it's not deliberate. 
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Re: The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
by shadowsowner888 9/27/2009, 11:16 am
That's good. At least I know it's normal, then. xD Thanks.
Yeah, that's kinda what I'm hoping. And Ann even agrees that there's a chance of that . . . a "hair of a chance." xD But like I told her, that's all I need. Thanks Mo.
Yeah, that's kinda what I'm hoping. And Ann even agrees that there's a chance of that . . . a "hair of a chance." xD But like I told her, that's all I need. Thanks Mo.
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Re: The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
by Arianna 9/27/2009, 11:27 am
Aww, I'm so sorry Shadow. I'm not going to tell you who you should like, but maybe if you just keep thinking about it, you'll find out who you really should be crushing on.
And Jamie really doesn't mean to leave you out, I'm sure of that. I second Mo's theory, like I have all others. xD
And I second Amanda's statement. Boys are strange.
And Jamie really doesn't mean to leave you out, I'm sure of that. I second Mo's theory, like I have all others. xD
And I second Amanda's statement. Boys are strange.
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Re: The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
by shadowsowner888 9/27/2009, 11:31 am
Thanks Ari. Yeah, I hope I'll figure it out.
Yeah, I hope I'll figure it out.
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Re: The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
by iGrievous 9/27/2009, 11:46 am
Sometimes, people like to assume that I like her as much as I thought I did.
Well, I say go with Joe.
Well, I say go with Joe.
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Re: The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
by shadowsowner888 9/27/2009, 12:02 pm
NUUU! Don't change your mind!
Thanks Gri, lawl. x3
Thanks Gri, lawl. x3
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Re: The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
by Arianna 9/27/2009, 12:12 pm
If I had to choose, I'd probably choose Jamie. But then again, you've said so much good stuff about him, it's hard not to like him. xD
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Re: The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!
by shadowsowner888 9/28/2009, 11:46 am
Woot! Haha, that's the one choice I can easily live with, Ari. xD
Thanks for the input, Mea.
Thanks for the input, Mea.
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