The Crushers Club *Boys AND Girls!*

Jon: I'm arresting you, stalker.
Me: I can have you beheaded.
Jon: Well it's not medieval times.
Me: I'm still a queen, I have more power over you.
Jon: If it was medieval times you would. But it isn't so I'm arresting you.
Me: I'd like to see you try to arrest a queen.
Jon: I can if the queen's a stalker.
Me: You're the stalker.
Jon: I'm supposed to follow bad guys.
Me: So you're calling the queen a 'bad guy'?
Jon: No, cuz you're the stalker.
Me: I'd like to see you say that without a head.

Well, FBI has guns, and Queens don't, and besides, unless you're incredibly fair, (Like my crush ), my elite medieval archers won't listen to you.

iGrievous wrote:

Jon: I'm arresting you, stalker.
Me: I can have you beheaded.
Jon: Well it's not medieval times.
Me: I'm still a queen, I have more power over you.
Jon: If it was medieval times you would. But it isn't so I'm arresting you.
Me: I'd like to see you try to arrest a queen.
Jon: I can if the queen's a stalker.
Me: You're the stalker.
Jon: I'm supposed to follow bad guys.
Me: So you're calling the queen a 'bad guy'?
Jon: No, cuz you're the stalker.
Me: I'd like to see you say that without a head.

Well, FBI has guns, and Queens don't, and besides, unless you're incredibly fair, (Like my crush ), my elite medieval archers won't listen to you.

Um, ok then

Today, people kept asking me if I liked Morgan. WHICH I DON'T.
But someone started the rumor I did, and someone told Morgan that, without even asking if I liked her or not, and they said she was really happy about it, then when I told them I didn't like her and they told her they said she cried. So I was being called a butt for atleast the last two hours of school.

But on the bright side, I figured out I liked Emma. *smiles*
And I danced with her!
Okay, I didn't really, it was two-step, but whatever! xD

But I told Holly, and then Taylor, Emily, Ashton, Mallory, Bre, Samantha, Skip, and JT found out, and Holly, Taylor,Emily, and Sam were telling me to tell her/or they tell her, but I made them pinky swear not to tell so, yeah xD

There was seriously so much drama going on at the dance, I saw atleast 5 people crying.
But Morgan seemed alright when I talked to her. its just..ugh. I ain't listenin to people no more..xDD
I forgot, I was gona tell Scott who I like, but I never did. Oh well, I'll tell him tomarrow (We are going trick-or-treating then I'm spending the night at his house)

I think mainly how I figured it out was
a - I look forward to seeing her everyday and when she isn't on time (We get to school really early) I wonder if she'll be there or not, and when she wasn't, it made me kinda sad
b - can't stop thinking about her
c - She's so easy to talk to, and I constantly find myself talking with her, no matter who is around.

We even will have..moments..I guess you can call them. We'll just look over at each other in Chorus and smile, then laugh for no reason xD

I've also figured out one of the first steps of finding out is denial.

Noah wrote:I think mainly how I figured it out was
a - I look forward to seeing her everyday and when she isn't on time (We get to school really early) I wonder if she'll be there or not, and when she wasn't, it made me kinda sad
b - can't stop thinking about her
c - She's so easy to talk to, and I constantly find myself talking with her, no matter who is around.

That's how I figured out I like Derek again. Except for the first one, it's if he texts me in the morning.

Noah wrote:I've also figured out one of the first steps of finding out is denial.

Yeah, then that pretty much guarantees I like him. For a few months, I was thinking, "I don't like him, I won't like him again, it'll never happen ever again."

Derek hasn't texted me a lot today. He was this morning, but I think his phone is dead or off or something cuz none of my messages go through. xP It always just says "sent" with my friends who don't have Verizon (my service) but he has Verizon so it says "delivered" if it goes through. None have been "delivered" xP

I think I'm gonna ask Derek who he thinks I like.

I think my friend's gonna ask him if he still wants to go out with me when she gets back from a cruise. She was gonna ask him last night, but he didn't answer her "hey" apparently and she can't take her cell phone with her cuz she doesn't have service out of the country. But she said to me last night, "I think you should do whatever you want. Go ahead, take a chance, go out with him if you want. Even though he and I are friends now, my policy hasn't changed: He hurts you, I beat the crap out of him, he breaks your heart, I break his neck. So you've got backup all the way, why not try?"

I think I do wanna go out with him but something's been holding me back. I think I figured out what....
Me and Derek -- we're friends right now. So if I do go out with him and stuff and things, I don't know, don't go right, then I don't know if we'll still be able to be friends without some sort of awkwardness every time we talk to each other. And I don't wanna lose him as a friend. But would we be able to ignore any awkwardness that may result?

Yeah I agree, if your really that close then you guys would stay friends. And you know maybe it's just not the right time yet.

I guess....

I wonder if Derek still likes me....I think he might not....I've kinda overheard stuff that makes me doubt....

Well, I don't know, I miss alot of Sadd''s posts, so I can't say.

Now, about my life. . . hmm. I'm getting there.

Ah, can't wait to see her in concert again. But I have no idea when next concert is.

Hey, guess what? I'm getting a smallish drumkit from a Nate guy tonight at a party! Yippee! But that's off-topic. Well, she likes drums.