The Crushers Club *Boys AND Girls!*

Me too

Boballoo123 wrote:Hm. Personally, Saddle, I would go crazy crushing on a guy like Derek. No offense, but he doesn't sound like the nicest person. That's just my opinion. *shrugs*

He's nice he just drives me crazy half the time. xP

Lol, okay then (:

*sigh* I just read a saved AIM coversation from May between me, Tori, and Derek. Now I feel like crying. I don't know why. This is just a small part of the conversation:

Spoiler:

And this has nothing to do with that, but I think Derek likes Faith. Ugh, I wish Tori was here. I need someone to talk to about all this....

Aww! *huggles*

I've decided that I definetly have a crush on Linds..to bad she has a boyfriend already.

Man, you change your mind fast, Noah!! xD Well, I say good for you. She can always dump him for you, ya know.

I know, but I think I'm right this time
And I get to sit by her in Chorus..but thats my only period with her..
But yeah, i doubt that. She seems pretty crazy about him (We talk alooooooooooooot)

Today was pretty awesome. It's been a good month so far.

Jason: asked me how Samson was in Spanish, and asked if he still does the pug spin. My answer: *laughs* Yes, he's good. His birthday is coming up. *laughs*

Hunter: Wasn't in school. Missed band. But that okay, because someone else got to sit next to me.

Nick: walked into band and said, "I get to sit next to Alex (last name here) today!" And then he asked how my day was and I said, "Good," and he said, "I was looking for a fantabulous!" I laughed. Then he talked to my best friend's brother, and I was jealous because he wasn't talking to me, but then I heard he ask me who he liked, and I was glad. He also noticed my Yankees shirt, and we talked about that. And I think we had one more conversation about my day.

Other guy: says I have 'hot bod'. xD

Aw, sorry that she already had a boyfriend, Noah. It's alright though. Like Shadow said, you never know.

Laurence was soooo sweet today! It started in Spanish class: We were supposed to partner up and work on this worksheet thingy together, and normally I get together with Eileen or Jenna, but Laurence is like,"You're my partner today." Then Eileen gave me this look:
And he's all,"Yes Eileen, deal with it!" xD
So we're working, just sort of talking because what we're doing is really easy, and he suddenly goes,"NOM!" and takes a BITE out of his paper!
I laughed so hard that I started crying, and Jenna said that my face was the color of her red shirt. xD My sides hurt for the rest of the day. xD

And then in World Studies, he's like,"Sorry that I almost killed you in Spanish."
And I just said,"It's fine! I haven't had that much fun in a year!"
And he goes,"I've never ever seen you laugh that hard. Well, if you ever need someone to make you laugh like that, I'm here for you." and he patted my hand and walked away.
I was just going,"O. M. G."

*sigh* Derek seems to be like ingoring me....

Aww, that's the pits, Sadd.

Wish me luck for tommorrow, wish that my crush will not bring any homework, so she'll play cards with me! Wish!

Awww, he sent me a sad text like 30 minutes ago, but my phone was in my room so I just saw it

I'll use my 11:11 wish on that for you, Gri

Hey, thanks. I know how special those are. Yet, Fred only used his 10:10 for a Pony.

One time last year, I was working on an essay I couln't really grasp the concept of. It was snowing outside so at 10:10 I wished I didn't have to turn the essay in the next day. School got called off for a snow day and the following week was our February winter break. xD

I just thought of something. Since I'm 13, would I be able to make a wish on the 13th day of every month?

I do, cause 13 is my lucky number. I also make a wish on 1:13 if I'm up/paying attention, cause thats basically 13:13
Tomarrow, I'm gona get Linds number

I think 16 is my lucky number. It comes up a lot in my life. In first grade, second grade, and third grade, I was always 16th in my class in ABC order. And in 4th grade, my coat hook was number 16. Then my student ID card said my ID number is 3000016 (or something like that, I screw up the 0's xD)
Cool, Noah.

Cool, Noah. I wish I could talk with my crush, just like a couple 'a' friends, but. . . I can't. I'm not that far yet. And it feels different than with anyone else. 'Tleast I got Zach there to help me social with her.

I'm not really friends with most of the guys I like. xP I'm only friends with Derek. I talk to Jamie and Stephen sometimes, but I have to make up stupid excuses to do that. And I've never even talked to Christopher yet....

I talk to Linds alot, mainly cause we sit next to each other in Chorus. I'm suprised we don't get introuble during songs, cause we make faces if the song is wierd or goes to high or somethin' xD
And we have alot in common.
We both play soccer, we both sing, and we just like abunch of the same things. And we literally clicked instantly when I joined first period chorus.
And yesterday we were talking about something (Me, her, and Mal) while we were waiting to get picked up and Linds goes "Yeah, this dude right here is my new best friend" and put her arm on my shoulder...we all started laughin..xD
And I'm just a rambilin' arn't I? xD

Haha, I now know I'm not the only one who rambles a lot. xD

Ok, time for me to do some rambling.

I think Derek might like Faith....yesterday we didn't have school so I was gonna go to the park with both of them. Faith called me and said, "Derek's being a baby and doesn't wanna walk alone. So I'm gonna have to walk all the way to his house to walk with him to the park. I'll call you when I get there." So I told my mom that cuz she wanted to know when I had to go and she said she'd drive Derek cuz she had to go get something from his area of town. So I called Faith and told her and she was so grateful and then she said she'd tell Derek and Derek said he didn't want a ride and he'd just walk alone.
And this morning, I never got a text from Derek. So I was all sad and stuff cuz he stopped texting me in the mornings. So I was with all my friends this morning before school and I saw Faith take out her phone and text someone. I asked who she was texting and she said, "Derek, he just started texting me this morning." And that didn't help my mood.
And today after music, he usually catches up to me and talks with me till we get to his locker, but today he was talking with Janelle and I was alone with nothing. That made me more depressed.
And now Derek seems to be like ignoring me except when he confused me and sent me a sad text he sent to other peoples. (I know it was to other peoples, too, cuz Janelle had a Facebook status as saying something about it) And he's not answering my texts or anything and he's just like completely ignoring me.
So, in conclusion, I don't think Derek likes me anymore. *sigh*

Awh, I'm sorry Saddle *hugs*
But he's not worth it if he plays you like that, and then just stops all of a sudden. Thats one of the cruelest things a person can do I think

Aww ): *huggles* I think, possibly, I was right about what I said before about him not being the nicest person. You deserve better, Saddle. (: