The Sown Shadow - Bringing you yesterday's news today!

by **shadowsowner888** 10/7/2009, 8:21 pm

Fear. It fills your heart, fills your mind, fills your body. It paralyzes you, leaving you a helpless victim to the opposing force. It’s the one monster you can never completely escape.

*mutters* Nice, Shad, you just freaked yourself out.

Well, basically, I was creeped out in the first place cus it’s really really windy right now. ._. Every time I hear the wind against the walls of the house, I want to start crying. I don’t feel safe.

I’ve started talking to my guardian angel, Casey. Finally. I’m asking him/her (and I shall from now on call Casey a girl) to help me feel safe. And it’s been working, but never for more than about five minutes at a time. Sad

I keep thinking about the wind.

Well, today was a better day than yesterday. I knew a bit better what I was doing, so it was easier to get everything done, and plus I woke up at seven-thirty. xD

Someday, I’m gonna sleep all day . . . ah, yes, that’ll be the day, where I can’t worry about the computer, and where my mom’ll stop being such a werewolfing nag when I try to get a bit of rest for once. xP

Hmm . . . maybe I’ll sleep on my couch tonight. Very Happy

It’s softer than my bed, even though it’s not really long enough for me.

GAW, that was freaky. 9.0 The light under my loft is starting to go out, and so this time when it flickered, my heart stopped for a second.

When I was taking a shower I was scared, too. I had my music on, and of course there was the water, so I couldn’t hear the wind. But I kept thinking I could hear the tornado sirens . . . of course it was just me, but it was really terrifying. I really needed Casey then.

Oh, look at that, it’s ten-thirty. xP Too bad. I’mma keep writing.

Oooh. Very Happy

My favorite!!

(It’s this silly little “beep” I set, every time the computer time reads #:30. xD It’s my voice, and it goes, “Blah blah blah blah blah . . . ah BLAH BLAH BLAH. BLAAAAHHHHHH!!! BLAH BLAH BLAA-AA-AAH! I really should see if I can post it, too. Very Happy

It’s so classically me.)

What’s it like to truly be alone, I wonder? Hmmm . . .

Well, I hope I never have to find out. SP (<--- smiley)

DUN DUN DUN! BLAR BLAR! HEY BABY, WHY YOU TREATING ME BADDDDD?!

Sorry. x3

Er. Well, I’m sure this is boring, so Shadow shall be done now. xD