The Sown Shadow - My emotions must be controlled. :P
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The Sown Shadow - My emotions must be controlled. :P
by shadowsowner888 2/14/2010, 10:31 am
Written 2/14/10.
Happy Valentines Day!
Today is a classic day in which those of us who are single mope around - or celebrate their singleness - and those of us who are not single go on dates. x3 Whoopee! I'm of course one of the mopers. My wish upon a star didn't come true last night - I suppose I was looking at the wrong star.
Teen club . . . pretty fun. xD I'm noticing that I've been a little more confident there, like, I know who I am, I know who everyone else is, and I'm not afraid to stand out. It's a nice feeling. We were playing these games . . . I finally got to play Things, the one I mentioned in which Jamie said you should never open a portal to heck in your livingroom.
It was awesome. I kept guessing right, though when I came last everyone got me out cus I felt like being too obvious. xD I was winning, though! The other Shadow (Josh, the one I was solving those puzzle thingies with) was in second, with like one point less than me. But then Mrs. Ateara came in and switched things up, to promote talking to everyone else and stuff, so Joe and traded spots and then he was winning. 
I didn't even have any green cards at the Apples to Apples table that matched me. (Cus we like to say that the adjectives we win describe us. :1 One game, they actually did - I was, like, creative, hyper, awesome, and some other things . . . even mysterious, which kinda does describe me if you look at it the right way. xD)
Then we all got involved in CatchPhrase, thanks to Jamie, who decided that the other games were boring. xD He needs to get over himself. I don't think I'm mad at him anymore, though, cus now it's like he actually kinda cares if I'm his friend. Not literally, but we interact more and stuff. Like, he sucked me into his little Bang Game, where Danielle Black, he, Joe, and other people from band point at each other and go "BANG!" xD Turns out we have a plan this Thursday - the drums are all gonna point at Mrs. Black, the director, and us trumpets are gonna shoot 'em down. It's gonna be epic.
I like being able to interact with people like this. xD Then when we got into a conversation about Nazi Zombies or something, Joe was saying how they hadn't killed him. So I pointed at him and went "bang," of course.
He was certainly dead then.
I'm finding out that people see my hyper side too much, though. I want to be thought of as a person one can do anything with or talk to about anything, not merely one which you can joke around and be yourself with. That's kinda different. I don't like people being scared of me and teasing me, even if it's all purely in fun because they know I'll be okay with it. And I usually am, until I dwell on it. I need to stop dwelling and stuff.
On the brightside, even though I promised Joe I would never call him Elmo again, I get to see him and Jamie in tights (it's a Robin Hood play that's coming up some time) and never let them forget it! >=D Hehehe.
Did you know that, when we got the "things I would like to play with" card, I put "my grandma's priceless china doll"? It just felt right, you know? xD I thought I'd share that.
Today I shall be going over to the Blacks' house. Their parents are going out, so their "babysitter" is picking me up on her way over. We're gonna watch movies for six hours! And, Ann and I will get to work on her story. ^^ She's writing a semi-fiction about how she met me, and . . . I realllly hope you guys are okay with this . . . I told her I'd put it in the next Twigbook, cus she needs to get published by someone other than herself before the end of the semester. ^^;
I just hope I can get Noah's Valentines Eggs before then. D= He's on a ski trip and will be away from computers, so I have to get on his account (he changed his password for me) and get the eggs. But I haven't even got one so far, and I've been trying for an hour and a half every five minutes. It stinks. >.< I don't wanna fail.
So. Questions!
What are you doing for Valentines Day?
Have you got your Dragcave eggs yet?
Do you think it matters what people think of me as long as I be myself?
Will you be my valentine?
xD Thank you for reading.
Happy Valentines Day!
Today is a classic day in which those of us who are single mope around - or celebrate their singleness - and those of us who are not single go on dates. x3 Whoopee! I'm of course one of the mopers. My wish upon a star didn't come true last night - I suppose I was looking at the wrong star.
Teen club . . . pretty fun. xD I'm noticing that I've been a little more confident there, like, I know who I am, I know who everyone else is, and I'm not afraid to stand out. It's a nice feeling. We were playing these games . . . I finally got to play Things, the one I mentioned in which Jamie said you should never open a portal to heck in your livingroom.
It was awesome. I kept guessing right, though when I came last everyone got me out cus I felt like being too obvious. xD I was winning, though! The other Shadow (Josh, the one I was solving those puzzle thingies with) was in second, with like one point less than me. But then Mrs. Ateara came in and switched things up, to promote talking to everyone else and stuff, so Joe and traded spots and then he was winning. I didn't even have any green cards at the Apples to Apples table that matched me. (Cus we like to say that the adjectives we win describe us. :1 One game, they actually did - I was, like, creative, hyper, awesome, and some other things . . . even mysterious, which kinda does describe me if you look at it the right way. xD)Then we all got involved in CatchPhrase, thanks to Jamie, who decided that the other games were boring. xD He needs to get over himself. I don't think I'm mad at him anymore, though, cus now it's like he actually kinda cares if I'm his friend. Not literally, but we interact more and stuff. Like, he sucked me into his little Bang Game, where Danielle Black, he, Joe, and other people from band point at each other and go "BANG!" xD Turns out we have a plan this Thursday - the drums are all gonna point at Mrs. Black, the director, and us trumpets are gonna shoot 'em down. It's gonna be epic.
I like being able to interact with people like this. xD Then when we got into a conversation about Nazi Zombies or something, Joe was saying how they hadn't killed him. So I pointed at him and went "bang," of course.
He was certainly dead then.I'm finding out that people see my hyper side too much, though.
I want to be thought of as a person one can do anything with or talk to about anything, not merely one which you can joke around and be yourself with. That's kinda different. I don't like people being scared of me and teasing me, even if it's all purely in fun because they know I'll be okay with it. And I usually am, until I dwell on it. I need to stop dwelling and stuff. On the brightside, even though I promised Joe I would never call him Elmo again, I get to see him and Jamie in tights (it's a Robin Hood play that's coming up some time
) and never let them forget it! >=D Hehehe.Did you know that, when we got the "things I would like to play with" card, I put "my grandma's priceless china doll"? It just felt right, you know? xD I thought I'd share that.
Today I shall be going over to the Blacks' house.
Their parents are going out, so their "babysitter" is picking me up on her way over. We're gonna watch movies for six hours! And, Ann and I will get to work on her story. ^^ She's writing a semi-fiction about how she met me, and . . . I realllly hope you guys are okay with this . . . I told her I'd put it in the next Twigbook, cus she needs to get published by someone other than herself before the end of the semester. ^^; I just hope I can get Noah's Valentines Eggs before then. D= He's on a ski trip and will be away from computers, so I have to get on his account (he changed his password for me) and get the eggs. But I haven't even got one so far, and I've been trying for an hour and a half every five minutes. It stinks. >.< I don't wanna fail.
So. Questions!
What are you doing for Valentines Day?
Have you got your Dragcave eggs yet?
Do you think it matters what people think of me as long as I be myself?
Will you be my valentine?
xD Thank you for reading.
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Re: The Sown Shadow - My emotions must be controlled. :P
by Jesus4Eternity 2/14/2010, 10:34 am
I completly forgot about eggs! And I'm driving for, like, three hours today.
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Re: The Sown Shadow - My emotions must be controlled. :P
by merry312 2/14/2010, 10:39 am
Happy Valentine's Day Shadz! 
We can celebrate our singleness together! I personally could care less about V-Day.
We can celebrate our singleness together! I personally could care less about V-Day. 
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Re: The Sown Shadow - My emotions must be controlled. :P
by shadowsowner888 2/14/2010, 10:57 am
Ugh, good luck with getting them, Amanda! o.0
Yay!! *highfive Merry*
Yay!!
*highfive Merry*
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Re: The Sown Shadow - My emotions must be controlled. :P
by Arianna 2/14/2010, 11:21 am
What are you doing for Valentines Day? We've got friends over.
Have you got your Dragcave eggs yet? Nope.
Do you think it matters what people think of me as long as I be myself? Nope, just be yourself. xD
Will you be my valentine? I'd prefer not. ^^
Same, Merry.
Have you got your Dragcave eggs yet? Nope.
Do you think it matters what people think of me as long as I be myself? Nope, just be yourself. xD
Will you be my valentine? I'd prefer not. ^^
Same, Merry.
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Re: The Sown Shadow - My emotions must be controlled. :P
by PugsRock 2/14/2010, 1:16 pm
What are you doing for Valentines Day? Bowling and Chinese Food.
Have you got your Dragcave eggs yet? Nope.
Do you think it matters what people think of me as long as I be myself? It depends. If people take out a knife and chase you with it cause you're being yourself, maybe being yourself isn't the best idea.
Will you be my valentine? Um, wow, that's a weird question. ... No. xD
Have you got your Dragcave eggs yet? Nope.
Do you think it matters what people think of me as long as I be myself? It depends. If people take out a knife and chase you with it cause you're being yourself, maybe being yourself isn't the best idea.
Will you be my valentine? Um, wow, that's a weird question. ... No. xD
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Re: The Sown Shadow - My emotions must be controlled. :P
by shadowsowner888 2/14/2010, 1:46 pm
xD Haha, just putting that last question up there was fun. Seeing the answers is even better.
Lol, I see your point with the being myself question, Pugs. xD
Lol, I see your point with the being myself question, Pugs. xD
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Re: The Sown Shadow - My emotions must be controlled. :P
by Komoda 2/14/2010, 10:10 pm
Awwz... I'm sorry you're mopey, Ado. ): I didn't have a very romantic Valentine's Day either... XDD Unless trying to help a foreign exchange student with their French homework is considered romantic.
Sounds like you had a fun time at teen club! I wish I could be social like you. ^u^
Gah, I know what you mean about the whole hyper side thing... I act like that way too much sometimes, but then I'm completely quiet around people I don't know... But it makes me look like a snob, 'cause they see how much of an idiot I am with my friends.
XDDDDDD Tights!? Zomg, that'll be hilarious.
Ooh, I think it would be lovely for Ann's story to be in Twigbook! It'll be a good opportunity for her. :33
Awweh, Shad', I'm sure you'll get Noah some eggies. If you don't, he's a nice guy and he'll understand.
What are you doing for Valentines Day? Sitting around, eating chocolate, playing Sims... Procrastinating. XDD
Have you got your Dragcave eggs yet? Why, yes I have.
Do you think it matters what people think of me as long as I be myself? It doesn't matter at all, not at this age anyway. But I guess it depends... You still have to act mature and respectful towards your elders, teachers, superiors, and etc. because you don't want to make a bad impression. It doesn't matter what kids your age think, though.
Will you be my valentine?YES!!!!! *coughs* Wait, no, that sounded too enthusiastic... I mean... Sure.
Loverly blog, Shaderz.
Sounds like you had a fun time at teen club! I wish I could be social like you. ^u^
Gah, I know what you mean about the whole hyper side thing... I act like that way too much sometimes, but then I'm completely quiet around people I don't know... But it makes me look like a snob, 'cause they see how much of an idiot I am with my friends.
XDDDDDD Tights!? Zomg, that'll be hilarious.
Ooh, I think it would be lovely for Ann's story to be in Twigbook! It'll be a good opportunity for her. :33
Awweh, Shad', I'm sure you'll get Noah some eggies. If you don't, he's a nice guy and he'll understand.
What are you doing for Valentines Day? Sitting around, eating chocolate, playing Sims... Procrastinating. XDD
Have you got your Dragcave eggs yet? Why, yes I have.
Do you think it matters what people think of me as long as I be myself? It doesn't matter at all, not at this age anyway. But I guess it depends... You still have to act mature and respectful towards your elders, teachers, superiors, and etc. because you don't want to make a bad impression. It doesn't matter what kids your age think, though.
Will you be my valentine?
Loverly blog, Shaderz.
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Re: The Sown Shadow - My emotions must be controlled. :P
by shadowsowner888 2/16/2010, 12:04 am
xD Lol, well, at least we're not alone.
Yeah, it's way easy to act like a ton of different people. xD
Yes, tights. >3
:3 Sw33t.
Yeah, I didn't, but he understood. :1 You were right.
How did you get the eggs?! xD You and Saddle both, actually. I don't understand how I didn't even get one, when I usually get them so quickly cus of my fast connection.
Yay!! I have a Valentine! Here, have this giant life-sized card with a big picture of L on it saying "I LOVE YOU KOMODA!" *hands to Komo* I got it special for you.
Thank you! :3
Yeah, it's way easy to act like a ton of different people. xD
Yes, tights. >3
:3 Sw33t.
Yeah, I didn't, but he understood. :1 You were right.
How did you get the eggs?! xD You and Saddle both, actually. I don't understand how I didn't even get one, when I usually get them so quickly cus of my fast connection.
Yay!!
I have a Valentine! Here, have this giant life-sized card with a big picture of L on it saying "I LOVE YOU KOMODA!" *hands to Komo* I got it special for you.Thank you! :3
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