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Mo's Ambiguous Blog
Permit nothing to cleave to you that is not your own;
nothing to grow to you that may give you agony when it is torn away.”
~ Epictetus
April 4th
Ohai.
It's been a while, ne?
I'm a little bit rusty on the blogging factor, so please forgive me. It's been 40 days, after all.
I was going to put a compilation of my writing and all the things I've learned within the time I abandoned Twig for Lent, but I'm sure you all wouldn't want to read through all of that.
*pathetic reason for why I've been unproductive*
Not like it's much, mind you. I've had major writers' block lately... Procrastination and laziness could have a part in that I guess, but I also just don't have love for any of my stories and characters at the moment. Except for Josh. I think he's salvageable.
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Yeah. Things have been fine since I left. Made a few realizations... For example, I probably don't work for any of the marks I recieve. But now that I'm into Death Note again, I should be motivated to try harder. I think L and Light are my motivation for everything I do, sadly enough.
And hey, did you guys here about those freaks in Calgary?
They're tampering with grocery store food. People have found sewing needles, pushpins, and other metal objects in their food. One mother even found some metal in the ingredients for a smoothie she was making for her 22 month old child.
That's sick. They should be charged for attempted murder, the psychopaths.
It's things like that that make me realize why I want to go into Law Enforcement anyway. When people kill righteously, kill for a purpose... It's still wrong, but I can see the logic. But tampering with food, possibly resulting in the death of an innocent child? Disgusting. Pointless.
Of course I come back to Twig to talk about the news... XD I guess venting to my parents about it wasn't enough.
After much thought, I've decided this is the video I will reccomend to you today.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bKtvDv7eykg
The choreography is amazing. *-* Just the general idea is so poetic, really. I don't know what else to say about it.
- Oh, and before you freak, "naega" means "I" in Korean. So don't worry...
*change of subject*
I now know how to say "I Love you" in five different languages.
Not a lot, but these are the only ones I know by heart.
"Wo ai ni" - Mandarin
"Aishiteru" - Japanese
"Sarang hae yo" - Korean
"Je t'aime" - French
"I love you" - English (Captain Obvious strikes again!)
And now introducing... Bou!
KAWAIII!! ^-^ *obsessive fangirl moment*
Not to mention he's an amazing guitarist. You hear the guitar in that first song I posted? Yep, that's Bou for ya.
The Easter bunny must be female, because how else could it lay eggs?
Ryo is quite the spectacular individual as well. I might as well post a video to him singing Code live with the English lyrics and such. Just because it's such a beautiful song and he sings it so passionately... As you can see, I've kind of been living on Youtube these past days. This isn't even like a 10th of all the videos I long for you to watch... @_@
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UO7PB7OTYEk
That being said...
I think I shall skiddaddle now.
I'll give show you my freewrite first I guess. I think it's going to be a part of an official story though, so just ignore all the pathetic weakness that occurs within the MC. She'll be edited later on. I also have a picture of her that I'll post during the afternoon because I don't want my parents badgering at me to do chores.
- Spoiler:
- THIS IS NOT ABOUT L (as much as I luff the man). I happen to know someone very similar to the character, thank you…
“I'll show you that I can protect
all the elements that make you you
No matter what happens, I'll be by your side
I'll snatch all the elements
of your sadness away
So believe a little bit more in love
In love, in love”
Her long tresses of ebony hair draped over her eyes as she sat by herself. The sky above her was a murky grey, the sun choked by the winter fog. As she held her knees self-consciously against her body, she listened blankly to the music playing into her ears. She had to lose herself in it, indulge in the sweet melody… But she couldn’t. Happy music disgusted her, especially when she was sad like this. It was a stupid reason to be sad, just over failing a test. But the reality was, it was the fifth failed test in a row and school used to be all she was good at; she couldn’t do anything very social, artistic, and certainly nothing athletic. It felt like all she’d ever worked for was crumbling down on her, like she was being suffocated by the riveting water of a savage waterfall. She tried so hard… But she just wasn’t the same old smart girl she used to be. Her heart panged every time she thought about it, but she knew deep down that she was worthless now.
With a shuddering sigh, she looked up through her beginning tears to make sure no one was around. A pale shade of crimson flooded over her cheeks when she saw a silhouette in the near distance, though she couldn’t make out who it was. She swiped a rushed hand over her eyes, picking up any stray tears. The girl tried to make herself look occupied so that the stranger wouldn’t see the redness in her eyes.
The other person didn’t say a word, but sat next to her on the uncomfortable plastic bench. Not too close, not too far; just close enough to make her not feel so alone, at least. If it wasn’t for her awkwardness around anyone other than close friends, she might have actually appreciated it. Instead, she stared straight ahead and turned up her music louder. She didn’t want to confront whoever it was.
She felt a tap on the light material of her cardigan. Startled, she tore out her headphones and flicked her head to the side to look at the stranger. She was too shy to initiate eye contact, but she could see that he was a boy maybe a year or two older than her. He was clad in baggy clothes and had a slight hunch in his posture. She decided to focus on his untied sneakers while he addressed her.
“Sorry to scare you, but there’s no school today…” he told her in a low voice.
Her gaze was blank, not really registering what he was saying.
“Hello?”
She snapped out of her slight trance, lifting her gaze slightly. “Sorry… What were you saying?” she stuttered. Epic failure… she thought to herself, embarrassed with her terrible social skills.
He chuckled softly, thought not mockingly. There was a playful hint in his voice, like he was a generally cheery person. “There’s no school today, and it’s 5:30 in the morning.”
She shrugged. “I… knew that. I was just coming to the library to study.”
“At 5:30?” he asked in disbelief.
“Eh… Yeah, I have nothing better to do,” she admitted sheepishly. “And my house is somewhere around here, so it’s not that far of a walk.”
She didn’t understand why he was bothering with asking her why she was there. He was there too, after all.
“Oh. ..” he seemed to have lost his train of thought. For a moment the girl wondered if he had abandoned the conversation completely, but then he picked it up again. “Aren’t you cold?” he asked.
“Well I wasn’t until you mentioned it,” she mumbled, tugging her sweater around her more tightly.
She noticed that he was fully equipped with a heavy navy and black winter jacket. Smart.
He seemed to have spotted her eyeing his coat, for he began to unzip it and offered it to her.
“Want this?”
She just cast him a sideways glance and shook her head shyly. “No thanks, you barely know me. You don’t have to do that, really.”
He studied her quietly for a few moments, making her squirm uncomfortably. She didn’t like all of this attention. “Maybe you’d know me if you made eye contact once and a while,” he suggested, a honey-like tint to his voice that suggested he was smirking.
She sighed in defeat, her eyes darting up quickly. He had unkempt black hair that messily framed his round face. There was a classic panda-smile pulling at his lips and shining through his chocolate eyes, somehow making her feel at ease. He seemed like a legitimately nice person, at least. She hoped he wasn’t a rapist, but she could have sworn that she saw him in the hallways at school so she figured there wasn’t a huge risk of that.
Her heart began to beat a little faster than usual now that she knew what he looked like. It wasn’t common for someone to talk to her, and seeing what he looked like was just a confirmation that he actually existed.
“Are you okay?” he asked her gently. Chuckling, he added, “Or am I just being creepy? I’m sorry; you just looked so alone…”
She shook her head, “No, I’m fine. Just a little tired, that’s all.” That’s all…
She didn’t feel great at all even physically, now that he mentioned it. She felt strangely dizzy, but of course, it must have just been because she had been there for 3 hours already and couldn’t sleep.
She felt his hand on her arm and she ripped away in shock, jolted with the contact. His skin was flaming hot against hers.
“Holy… I think you seriously need to get inside. Your skin’s like ice…”
“Thanks for your concern, but I don’t care.” She mumbled sadly. “I actually think I’m just going to go back home now.”
“I’m… I’m sorry if I bothered you…” he stuttered as she rose from the bench and gathered her things. The dizziness multiplied the second she rose to her feet, causing her to nearly lose her balance. He was up immediately to support her, grabbing a hold of her arm.
For a few seconds, they just looked at each other. The girl was the first to look down out of shyness.
“I think I need to walk you home,” he finally broke the silence.
“I’m fine,” she slurred, trying to tell him off harshly but her voice wasn’t capable. She felt so weak and vulnerable but she could barely carry herself. “Just leave me…” she whispered. In her haste, the sleeves of her sweater fell back to reveal razor blade marks slashing down her arms. Embarrassed, she tried desperately to cover them but she wasn’t quick enough.
“Emma…” he choked, tears shining in his eyes. He didn’t even ask why she did it, but the panda-smile faded for the first time since she met him.
“Just forget this ever happened,” she rasped, pulling away from him. She didn’t even have the energy to ask him how the heck he knew her name, but she had to get out of here. It was fine when she wasn’t so weak, but she really didn’t think she could handle the situation much longer. Before she could get anywhere, she stumbled and fell into the snow. The cold greeted her with a shock but all she could do was lay there in the fluffy diamonds. Luckily he was still by her side, his thumb on her wrist.
“I’m not dead,” she snorted hoarsely, though she couldn’t lift herself up.
“Your pulse is slow,” he gushed, “I think you have hypothermia. We have to get you to a hospital. How long have you been out here?”
“I unno… Since 2…?” she muttered sleepily.
His eyebrows creased, and for a moment he just watched her intently. The vision of his face in front of her wavered in and out of view. “Come on,” he murmured at last, wrapping his arms around her gently to try to lift her up. She did her best to co-operate with him, but she could barely even see let alone move.
Her last memory before she completely lost consciousness was the way held her so securely against his chest. She could feel his heart beat as he gripped her, she could feel his breath trickling against her ear… She was dying to know his name, but she couldn’t even move her lips to ask. Why would he do all of this? All of this for just a stranger…
*typical Komoda corniness*
Sayonara and happy Easter, my good friends.
- Komoda
PS: How have all of you been? I missed you guys so much.
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HOLY FREAKIN' CRAP I MISSED YOU. <33
-calms down- Heh. Welcome back. xD
Bou is an amazing guitarist. ^-^
Happy Easter to you too.
-calms down- Heh. Welcome back. xD
Bou is an amazing guitarist. ^-^
Happy Easter to you too.
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I missed you tooo!!!!
XD Thankies!
Yes, yes he is. :3
Thank you! How has your Easter been so far? (I should post this as a blog question... *goes to edit*
XD Thankies!
Yes, yes he is. :3
Thank you! How has your Easter been so far? (I should post this as a blog question... *goes to edit*
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Happy Easter Mo! *Glomphugs*
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Sealo!!! *glomphugs back* Thanks! I'm glad you joined Twig. ^^
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Oh my. xD I've already done exactly what the quote said not to . . . oh well!
I wanna see the compilation and what you learned! xD
Ahh, Josh. :3 Josh is awesome. I'm sorry you've been having such writers block, though. :/
*MEEP* Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!
Creepy freaks. o.0 Why would they do that?
Augh, I wish I'd had time to really enjoy the blog, but I'm about to leave for Easter at my gparents. Cool blog, though, or what I read of it! I'm so glad you're back. I'm not right without my dose of adrenaline hanging around Twig. (That be you! In a good way. xD)
I wanna see the compilation and what you learned! xD
Ahh, Josh. :3 Josh is awesome. I'm sorry you've been having such writers block, though. :/
*MEEP* Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!
Creepy freaks. o.0 Why would they do that?
Augh, I wish I'd had time to really enjoy the blog, but I'm about to leave for Easter at my gparents. Cool blog, though, or what I read of it! I'm so glad you're back. I'm not right without my dose of adrenaline hanging around Twig. (That be you! In a good way. xD)
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'Appy Easter, Mo!
Sewing needles in your food? EWWWW that is sick. x.x
Woa, Heartbeat is beeeeast. O.O
Sewing needles in your food? EWWWW that is sick. x.x
Woa, Heartbeat is beeeeast. O.O
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Happy Easter, my good friend, Mo. :3
I CAN'T BELEIVE YOU'RE BACK!
Um.. while you were gone... I kinda kept L, and hugged him continuously. Did you know that he's cuddly? :333
I CAN'T BELEIVE YOU'RE BACK!
Um.. while you were gone... I kinda kept L, and hugged him continuously. Did you know that he's cuddly? :333
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Shadow:
Aha, me too. XD I'm trying to change that.
Lawl, I'll probably put that up tomorrow. If I get it done... >.<
You might not like him so much anymore...XD Idk. And it's alright, it'll be over soon I believe.
Whoop!!
I have no idea... I just don't understand it. I wonder if they have bigger motives than just getting a thrill. Crime without reason just doesn't make sense... Terrorism, maybe? Eh. I have higher hopes for criminals than I should.
Thanks, Ado! Have fun with your grandparents! Aww, and I'm proud to be your dose of adrenaline. XP I'm glad to be back with you guys!! :3
Foreign:
Thank you, Foreign!!
Augh, no kidding. D: I'm only like a province away from where that's happening, too. :/
Whee! I'm super glad you liked it. :3 It's awesome.
Afi:
Thank you so much, Afi! ^^
XDD It's good to be back.
Lawl, no, I didn't know that. XD I'm glad that you enjoy him!
Aha, me too. XD I'm trying to change that.
Lawl, I'll probably put that up tomorrow. If I get it done... >.<
You might not like him so much anymore...XD Idk. And it's alright, it'll be over soon I believe.
Whoop!!
I have no idea... I just don't understand it. I wonder if they have bigger motives than just getting a thrill. Crime without reason just doesn't make sense... Terrorism, maybe? Eh. I have higher hopes for criminals than I should.
Thanks, Ado! Have fun with your grandparents! Aww, and I'm proud to be your dose of adrenaline. XP I'm glad to be back with you guys!! :3
Foreign:
Thank you, Foreign!!
Augh, no kidding. D: I'm only like a province away from where that's happening, too. :/
Whee! I'm super glad you liked it. :3 It's awesome.
Afi:
Thank you so much, Afi! ^^
XDD It's good to be back.
Lawl, no, I didn't know that. XD I'm glad that you enjoy him!
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Welcome back!
I'd also like to read what you learned and wrote.
I'd also like to read what you learned and wrote.
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Thank you so much, Lucky! ^^
XP Okay, I'll probably post it then. It may take some time, though.
XP Okay, I'll probably post it then. It may take some time, though.
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Mo, I unbearably missed you and I'm so, so, so glad you came back!
Well, one can't break faith with Twig once you've joined... It's like a curse, man. O_o
Does spending at least one hour per day on the same site define an obsession, Mo? If so, one day I wish to say truthfully; "My obsession with Twig is water under the bridge..."
(*cough*) "...But I still love that site to death..." (*cough*)
Well, one can't break faith with Twig once you've joined... It's like a curse, man. O_o
Does spending at least one hour per day on the same site define an obsession, Mo? If so, one day I wish to say truthfully; "My obsession with Twig is water under the bridge..."
(*cough*) "...But I still love that site to death..." (*cough*)
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I missed you so much too, Crystal! I didn't talk to you on WI at all. =o
Lawl, I'd say so... But there's nothing wrong with a little obsession! >=D It's what makes us human.
Lawl, I'd say so... But there's nothing wrong with a little obsession! >=D It's what makes us human.
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At least my mind's not alone. At least all of the minds of the people on the behalf of Twig are very often preoccupied with one single topic; Twig, itself. xD
For me, especially in school. That's horrible. I try not to part on bad terms with my teachers because I'm just there, staring blankly, thinking of what I'm going to do on Twig as they squabble. Hoping I'd flick them at east one glance. But I don't. They probably think I got raised by martials.
For me, especially in school. That's horrible. I try not to part on bad terms with my teachers because I'm just there, staring blankly, thinking of what I'm going to do on Twig as they squabble. Hoping I'd flick them at east one glance. But I don't. They probably think I got raised by martials.
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Light? With moi? Je suis tellement peiné, Mia!
Pourquoi lui? Just to clue you in; try reading his name backwards, man. O_o
Pourquoi lui? Just to clue you in; try reading his name backwards, man. O_o
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And o.m.g, I was talking to you at the same time!
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Izzie. This is the current listings.
L -> Mine. XD
Light -> Mo's.
Mello -> Ave's.
You can have Near. XD
L -> Mine. XD
Light -> Mo's.
Mello -> Ave's.
You can have Near. XD
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I'd much rather have Ryuk! xD
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I actually think Ryuk's cute, too! :3
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O.o Lol Crystal, that's like beyond obsession. XP Ahaha, well at least your entrancement with Twig keeps you amused in school?
But Afi, L's still my best friend. You can have him romantically, though. XD
Bleh, I can't stand Near for some reason. I even drew a picture of Mikami throwing a Near doll out the window. Ryuk is much better. XD
But Afi, L's still my best friend. You can have him romantically, though. XD
Bleh, I can't stand Near for some reason. I even drew a picture of Mikami throwing a Near doll out the window. Ryuk is much better. XD
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*High-fives Mo*
Ryuk just PWNS.
Ryuk just PWNS.
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