The Sown Shadow - if i ruled the world . . .

by **shadowsowner888** 5/13/2010, 11:47 pm

Written 5/13/10.

I don’t know what to say. Razz

I want to rant about my parents. I want to swoon over L. I want to fret over how I was losing all my morals. I want to share myself with the world for the good of mankind!

All right, well, maybe just for the good of me-kind. But the thing is, none of it feels right at the moment. Nooo, I don’t have writers block. I still insist that I never have writers block. There was the one time I couldn’t manage to roleplay, but I still don’t say that was even wb. If anything, rb, but I prefer to say that I was sick of roleplaying at the moment. I don’t think it was that I lacked the ability to write.

Am I being too full of myself? Wouldn’t want that to happen . . . after all, look what happened to Light (from Death Note, in case some of you still don't know ^^; ). He thought he was noble enough to become a god, but all that did was ruin things. *-* If I go around believing that I’m Mrs. High and Mighty, that’s not going to get me anywhere good in life.

Not that the idea isn’t appealing, though. I don’t think that, if I could do something I consider evil in exchange for the power to rule the world, I would take the opportunity. But all the same . . . if I did . . . I’d probably enjoy ruling. I wouldn’t wanna be a tyrant or anything, though. I just wanna be a kindly, fair king (I again insist that I’m a king because ‘queen’ is too old and ‘princess’ is too childish) that my subjects would love because their lives would be good under me. Even the criminals’ lives. Because whether or not I believe killing criminals is wrong, I wouldn’t want to actually have them killed.

But the whole thing that appeals to me, honestly, is the power to do whatever I want. Nobody telling me what to do . . . having the right to make changes and guide people along the path of righteousness . . . and, most of all, just being in charge of anyone. I wouldn’t abuse that power at all, though. I’d just secretly delight that I owned the power, and then use it wisely.

Or would I?

I suppose everyone really has the capacity to misuse power, when it comes down to it. And it’s not like I can know for certain, since it’s a situation you’d kind of need to experience to be able to fully predict what you’d do. But still . . . I have enough resolve, right? XD Couldn’t I handle things?

Okay, yeah, now I really sound full of myself.

Well, while I’m being conceited . . .

IDEAL WORLDS. Ha! Yes, my ideal world would be free from crime. All the criminals would be captured and put in prison until they repented, and everyone else would respect me so much that they wouldn’t wanna do anything bad! I would make good decisions for the environment based on scientific knowledge rather than rumors (I’m sorta refering to stuff like global warming here, just for the record), and people wouldn’t be afraid to trust each other and be honest, and the wealth would not be allowed to remain mostly in the hands of a few people. No, rather, it would be spread among everyone so that poverty would vanish. We would end world hunger and bring about peace, because I would be a mighty ruler!

Wow, that’s like ten times more full of myself. XD What the heck is happening to me?

But yeah . . . that would be amazing . . .

I think all this joking about me being Twig’s king and the queen of the kids I babysit (seriously, one of them decided I was the queen) is getting to my head. applause

I’m sure enjoying it, though! And seriously, it’s not as if I’d ever think of myself as a god, at least. I’m obviously human, and no human could ever match up to that sort of level, no matter what murder weapon or whatnot they discovered.

I wonder what my point is with this blog. Maybe I’m trying to say that people shouldn’t have big heads, and that rulers should work harder to solve the real problems. But it’s not like I know much about that, because in all honesty the only ‘ruler’ I ever hear about is Obama, and coming from my Catholic, republican parents . . . well . . . I trust what they’re saying, but I also believe that there’s a lot of good things that never get said because people care much more about the bad things sometimes. I don’t think anyone’s ever quite so bad as people seem to think. Shades of gray, fellows, shades of gray. There is no such thing as pure black or white.

Hmm. Now I’m wondering who rules Australia.

Oh well, there’s more important things to consider. Like how I’ll go about dominating the world! mwahahaha

*cough* Or, well, not dominating the world. I don’t know if I’d really want that responsibility for the rest of my life, anyway, as much fun as I seem to think it’d be. Just because I can handle running Twig doesn’t mean I can handle the whole planet, and it’d obviously be a lot of work. Where would I get the time to enjoy myself?

I do think it’d be fun, though, to be the king, and then just disguise myself as any normal person by signing up for a website and not revealing my identity. What a Face

And then I’d join another website, on which I would reveal my identity, just to see what people think. If it was in my ideal world, they’d probably trust my word, but if I was newer in power and hadn’t had a chance to change the world . . . they’d probably call me a poser. XD That’d be so much fun, seriously. I’ve always wanted to be a poser, just for one day, so I could see what would happen.

Yep. Welcome to my confession of the day. nod

Now let’s confess some more things! :3

I find posts without smileys scary. :O Anger makes me angry, not for any good reason but the fact that the anger never seems to be with good reason. I find violence funny. And, I’m having an identity crisis.

Yeah, let’s talk about the identity crisis. It was so horrible, because earlier today, I was eating chocolate. And, taking into account my expression and posture and thoughts and actions and such, I couldn’t figure out whether I was being more like Mello, L, or Near. D:

Guess this means I like Mello now. XD I mean, not like wanna-marry-him like, but accept like. I still don’t really like Near, though, he’s too youngish. >.> How can I take him seriously when he sits in his pajamas and plays with little toys all day? Right now, Mello’s a lot better, because even if he is a total over-desperate freak, he loves chocolate and he shows emotion. nod

(But I can nearly guarantee you guys that soon I'll be delighted by Near as well. XD)

Regardless, I like L best. :3 *huggles L* And wow, I just realized this blog totally has no point anymore. XD Hmm . . .

Might as well finish up. I . . . downloaded a special song . . . about brushing teeth. Wanna know who it’s by? Here’s a couple hints: robot pirate

Can’t figure it out? Oh well. Thanks for reading! :3

1. What is your ideal world?
2. Do you have any confessions you’d like to make?
3. What is your secret dream?
4. Have you ever worn pants to a song? (This is your last hint!)
5. Was it raining for you today?
6. Have you ever babysat?
7. What was the last thing you ate?
8. How would you describe yourself, in one word?

by **rattyjol** 5/14/2010, 12:10 am

Ooh, I bet I know who the song is by. nod

Songs To Wear Pants To?

1. What is your ideal world? A world with no crime and no prejudice and no fights. But that would never happen. xP
2. Do you have any confessions you’d like to make? Mmm... No, I don't think so.
3. What is your secret dream? I dunno. Razz

4. Have you ever worn pants to a song? Yes... xD I usually wear pants while listening to music.
5. Was it raining for you today? Nope.
6. Have you ever babysat? No. I'm horrible with little kids. rolleyes

(Unless babysitting Near for Forry this weekend counts? xD)
7. What was the last thing you ate? Um... A brownie. Very Happy

8. How would you describe yourself, in one word? Antisocial.

by **shadowsowner888** 5/14/2010, 12:52 am

Yay! Ratty wins a prize - a toothbrush!

1. *sigh* Yeah . . . that's true . . . there's always gonna be people who are of a darker shade than the rest. xD
4. Good. nod

6. That absolutely counts! Very Happy

If you need any help, I'm willing, I love little children. (Yes, I just called Near a children. XD)
7. ZOMG. o.0 I'm jealous.
8. Antisocial, hmm? *can't think of anything worth saying xD*

by **Avé** 5/14/2010, 1:03 am

IS IT THE TOOTHBRUSH SONG? ^_^

Now, Shadow, you run Twig so well - what makes you think you couldn't rule the whole world? xP

"Mello’s a lot better, because even if he is a total over-desperate freak..."

Excusemewhat. x__x

1. What is your ideal world? A world of Mello and Enrique Iglesias and Matthew Bellamy. And then there's the no fighting, no global warming, whatever part but... that's not important. No, I'm just kidding. That would all be important. I just can't imagine myself even having a world in the first place. XD
2. Do you have any confessions you’d like to make? Hey, I'm not 18, and Jenny-chan, I secretly love you. Nah, I'm just kidding - about the Jen one, at least. xD
3. What is your secret dream? There's a reason they call it a secret. ^^ Though I can tell you, it involves Mello.
4. Have you ever worn pants to a song? :O I didn't know you could do that!
5. Was it raining for you today? Nope. It was scorching hot, to say the least, and humid. No rain, though.
6. Have you ever babysat? ... yeah, it didn't really go well. Kids kind of hate me.
7. What was the last thing you ate? Hmm. Rice.
8. How would you describe yourself, in one word? Erm. Idk.

by **Komoda** 5/14/2010, 1:06 am

Lawlz Ado, it seems to me like you're even more power hungry than I am. ^^ But it's okay, at least you're honest about it and it's not really a bad thing because you make a good leader. It's the ones that are in denial of wanting power that you have to worry about... >.>

And for the record, I don't think there's anything wrong with your morals.

It's just that you're a teenager now and you're exposed to things you weren't before, and you're starting to formulate your own opinion on things. nod

1. What is your ideal world?
Hmm... As much as crime disgusts me, the world would be too hokey without it. I think taking all those criminals out one by one helps keep the balance.
2. Do you have any confessions you’d like to make?
I wrote a mean poem about my grandma. D: But it was within good reason! I still love her, she just did a very bad and manipulative thing.
3. What is your secret dream?
To have a Twig FAMILY REUNION! applause

4. Have you ever worn pants to a song? (This is your last hint!)
Er... Every day? XD
5. Was it raining for you today?
Nuu. ._.
6. Have you ever babysat?
I puppysat! And sorta helped my friend babysit once...
7. What was the last thing you ate?
Cake. XD
8. How would you describe yourself, in one word?
Introverted.

by **rattyjol** 5/14/2010, 1:17 am

OMG, Mo, yes! Very Happy

Twig reunion! cheesy

My mom's forum has one like every year, why can't we? Very Happy

by **Avé** 5/14/2010, 1:18 am

That would be pretty dang sweeeeet.

by **Komoda** 5/14/2010, 1:19 am

Yeah, it would be amazing! We'd have to wait until we were all a bit older though, I imagine. ^^

by **rattyjol** 5/14/2010, 1:21 am

Probably. xP

by **shadowsowner888** 5/14/2010, 1:34 am

Ave:

Yay Avvy! :3 You get a toothbrush prize, too!

That sentence is a trick. XD I refuse to answer.

*raises hands* I sorry! ^^; No offense to Mello, seriously, just describing him as I see him. XD When I say freak, I mean so affectionately. nod

1. :3 Sounds delightful!
2. applause

Yay! That reminds me, I have another confession I should make some time, when I work up the courage. XD Oh well, maybe another day.
3. Well this is sharing time, so you better share! nod

4. :O Well, you learn something new every day!
5. Lucky. o.0
6. o.0 That's not good.
7. :3 Nommy!
8. That's two words! xP

Komoda:

Lol, why thank you! x3 I honestly don't know why I did this. XD I think I was thinking about one of your blogs and just felt the need to obsess over how cool it would be to run the planet for a while.

I'm glad to hear that. ^^ This could be true . . . to be honest, I was really scaring myself, because I wasn't sure what the heck I was gonna end up choosing later on. XD

1. Hmm, that's a good point. Taking criminals out one by one could actually be fun. XD
2. *pats Komoda's back* I understand. nod

(I think. XD It's still really late, so yeah.)
3. OMG YES. WE NEED TO. :3
4. Are you sure about that? *-* No, wait, maybe I shouldn't be saying that. XD Ah well, too late.
5. Aw! D:
6. :3 Oh yay! Puppysitting is way better.
7. For a second I thought you were describing yourself here. Now I'm a little disappointed. XD But also jealous.
8. Ah yes. nod

(Not that I'm agreeing or anything, and not that it's bad if I do. XD Simply observing.)

I HAVE A GREAT IDEA! Very Happy

We can all save up our money and when Mia turns eighteen, that'll be when we have our first reunion! It can be in, like, Japan! XD

by **rattyjol** 5/14/2010, 1:39 am

OHYES. That would PWN. But I don't wanna wait six years... D:

by **shadowsowner888** 5/14/2010, 1:50 am

Truuuuue . . . okay, then, I can just invite you all to my eighteenth birthday party and have it at some well known public place with bodyguards! applause

by **rattyjol** 5/14/2010, 1:58 am

But that's still three years... D:

by **Arianna** 5/14/2010, 4:49 am

I like Obama. He's cool. Only listening to your parents will get you nowhere.

1. What is your ideal world? A world in which people respect people for who they are.
2. Do you have any confessions you’d like to make? I procrastinate.
3. What is your secret dream? I'll start a company like the ones I love to hate.
4. Have you ever worn pants to a song? I do know what you're talking about.
5. Was it raining for you today? Yes. How did you know?
6. Have you ever babysat? Yes, my brother and sister. I get 5 euros an hour for it.
7. What was the last thing you ate? A smoothie, as it's sort of food. Otherwise, raisin wheats at 2am on the train.
8. How would you describe yourself, in one word? Computer-addicted.

I swear, I really want to have a Twig reunion/convention. I mean, I actually really want it. Like not a secret dream, I wish it'd happen in real life. Sometimes real life sucks because you can't do the things you want to do.

I hope this post without smileys doesn't intimidate you too much.

by **Malicious Nightmares** 5/14/2010, 7:23 am

1. What is your ideal world? A world where I rule you all. >3
2. Do you have any confessions you’d like to make? I'MADDICTEDTORPING. ILOVEDEATHNOTE. ILOVEFULLMETALALCHEMIST. I'MASHINIGAMI... QUEEN. I'MHALFELF. MYSHINIGAMINAMEISSABARIELWHICHISELVENFORMIA. Okay. Done. grin

3. What is your secret dream? I have too many. =_=
4. Have you ever worn pants to a song? (This is your last hint!) Um... of course...
5. Was it raining for you today? Er.. no.
6. Have you ever babysat? Nope.
7. What was the last thing you ate? I uh.. er.. some sort of Indian flavoured noodles.. NO WAIT. Cake. ^///^
8. How would you describe yourself, in one word? EVIL.

BUT EIGHTEEN IS SO FAR AWAY! DX

by **rattyjol** 5/14/2010, 10:22 am

Me too, Ari. I would love to meet you all in RL. I'm closer with you guys than any of my RL friends... And you'd see my real, antisocial, quiet personality, which really doesn't come out online. rolleyes

by DragonStar 5/14/2010, 1:45 pm

1. What is your ideal world?
My ideal world isn't possible. I'll settle for second best. </3

2. Do you have any confessions you’d like to make?
Yes, but I'm sure as heck not allowed to confess them here. Besides, Amanda would probably hate me.

3. What is your secret dream?
Secret dream? c: I have many~

4. Have you ever worn pants to a song? (This is your last hint!)
Nope.

5. Was it raining for you today?
-looks outside- It may have been...

6. Have you ever babysat?
Um. No. And I don't particularly want to.

7. What was the last thing you ate?
I'm eatING. A chocolate chip bagel, to be precise.

8. How would you describe yourself, in one word?
Free.

by **Akeria** 5/14/2010, 2:35 pm

1. What is your ideal world? Where people see other people for what they are on the inside, not just the outside.
2. Do you have any confessions you’d like to make? Some inappropriate for said audience.
3. What is your secret dream? To be on Broadway. My mom won't let me go to school for acting and theater, and it's broken my heart.
4. Have you ever worn pants to a song? (This is your last hint!) Sure...
5. Was it raining for you today? No, really sunny, although it rained last night.
6. Have you ever babysat? Yeah. The kid was annoying. Razz

7. What was the last thing you ate? A granola bar, although I'm about to go get lunch. Smile

8. How would you describe yourself, in one word? Whimsical-with-the-ability-to-laugh-at-pretty-much-anything.

by **shadowsowner888** 5/14/2010, 3:51 pm

Ratty:

*sigh* Yeah, true. xP

Ari:

Yeah, truth be told, I was thinking of you during that part. XD I'm like, "Well, there's obviously people who like him, so they must have good reason! Very Happy

"

1. o.0 OMG. Yes. That would be perfect.
2. cheesy

Hooray!
3. Sweet. :O
4. applause

5. Yay! :3
6. Woah lucky. o.0

Yeah . . . I know I can make it happen somehow. XP It's just gonna be a dang while, ya know?

Naw, I think it's okay. :3 It didn't have a negative atmosphere (or maybe I'm just really happy right now xD), so it's not as bad as some posts can be.

Mia:

1. I shoulda known. XD
2. Abariel, hmm? :3 That's cool!
4. Congratulations! Very Happy

7. Why can't that be me? D:
8. applause

Yup. >.>

Draggy:

2. Oh, hmm, you just managed to make me intensely curious. xD Ah well, I'll live.
4. *gasps and points*
7. Duuuuude I want one. *-*
8. Hey, that's true, you are. :3 I wish I could be so free.

Keri:

1. That would be amazing. :33
2. *more curiosity* :O
3. Oh, aw. :/ Parents . . . *shakes head*
5. applause

Yay! Rain is awesome.
6. o.0 Well that certainly doesn't sound fun.
8. All-right-fine-miss-cheater. XD

by **Jinx** 5/14/2010, 3:53 pm

1. What is your ideal world?
I dunno.
2. Do you have any confessions you’d like to make?
Welll.. I was a minor Thief when I was younger. I've stolen things before, from my mom and sisters and Dad-Mainly quarters. Anything bigger I returned, after a few days.
I guess stealing makes me feel braver somehow, or otherwise it's simply something so beautiful I just want to have it to look at it, feel the joy of owning it for a little while. But then my conscience laways makes me put it back.
3. What is your secret dream?
*Blushes* It..er..It...Well, I can't really tell you. Prolly freak you out.
4. Have you ever worn pants to a song? (This is your last hint!)
Well, yes. Sometimes I've worn dresses.
5. Was it raining for you today?
No, actually. It was the first not-raining day in a week. I was disappointed.
6. Have you ever babysat?
For my five younger siblings. Almost every day. Without pay.
7. What was the last thing you ate?
Dried cherries. Yum.
8. How would you describe yourself, in one word?
That is hard. I can describe myself right now, though.
'Stoic'

Oh, and I watched the first episode of death note, on the interwebs. It was pretty cool, but there wasn't any L. D:

by **shadowsowner888** 5/14/2010, 4:09 pm

2. Ahh, well, that's good that you have a strong conscience. :3 I used to kinda steal things myself. XD
3. Aww. rolleyes

4. Delightful! nod

6. Ugh. xP I know what that feels like.

OH YAY! applause

I'm glad you liked it! L doesn't come into it until episode two, though. xP And that's not even actually meeting him - we just hear his voice and get a couple glimpses.

by **Jinx** 5/14/2010, 4:15 pm

2. We have something in common! You could be my friend!

Maaaannn.

by **shadowsowner888** 5/14/2010, 4:22 pm

Yay!

I say you should keep watching, so you can find out about him! :3

by **rattyjol** 5/15/2010, 1:07 am

Yes, yes, keep watching, Mea! Very Happy

My mom says hypothetically I could maybe go if we had some kind of convention. Very Happy

by **Akeria** 5/15/2010, 7:15 am

I did not cheat! D:

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