Follow the Yellow Brick Road to the Invisible Smirf

I am depressed today. I feel totally invisible on here and I'm really, really hurt. My crush doesn't like me at all and he's my best friend. So I'm super depressed and feeling gothic today.

Aw, I'm sorry about your crush. :/ I know you've probably heard this plenty of times, but there are so many guys in the world. You shouldn't get upset over just one.

But he's perfectfor me. Bleh. I wanna say so many things.

*huggle* Smirf, I'm so sorry. :/ It's always painful when crushes don't like you back, especially when you've been crushing on them for a long time. I know what you mean by that he's perfect for me thing; that's how I felt about my first crush, too. And when everything came out and he found out how I felt but didn't like me back, I let go. That was the part that hurt for me, really. But eventually it was okay for me, and you'll start feeling better soon, too. ^^ *huggle* And some day you'll find an even better guy, someone even more perfect for you, who actually likes you back.

Here's something I didn't mention: We've kissed before. Like we just kissed eachother on the lips once. Bleh.

Oh, aw. :/ I guess that makes it even harder for you, then, huh?

Yush.....and the only thing I can really do is RP...but nobody really Rp's with me anymore. Eh. I get used to it. That's why I PRP, so that I don't have to search for their response or ask! ^~^ -~-

*huggle* Well, it will better, Smirf. Even if it takes a while, it will. ^^

And hey, I'd RP with you! (I mean, I know I'm PRPing with you, but I'm assuming that you meant public roleplaying with the first part of that, which is what I'm referring to. XD)

Oh...God...the voices are talking to me in my head now......GET OUTTA MY HEAD. 0.0 Oh...wait...I just realized my headphones are in and my dad's talking! I'm so smarticles. Of course you'd RP with me publicly, but I don't feel likefinding a thread, posting, then coming back randomly and checking it 50 times. >.<

I feel your pain girl