it gets better every day, once you get used to the pain.

by kaseythegiraffe 4/20/2010, 11:27 am

in 3 days it will be one month.
holyyy crap.
wow.

i was going through my itunes library today, really GOING through it.
and there are certain songs...that bring back the worst memories ever. ever.

'cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you as I'm standing over your grave. & I know I'll never hear your voice again. Why did you leave me? Why couldn't you just stay? Because my world is nothing, without you, and i don't know what to do with myself. I would've given you anything. Just to make you happy. Just to hear you say that you love me one last time. I'd go to helll and back over and over again just to prove to you how much I need you here, there is nothing that I wouldn't do.

Missing you - First Lady
This song...brings back...one of the worst memories of my life.
I don't want to go into detail on this one. i can't. But...the first time I heard it, I sobbed. Is it the most well-written, or professionally recorded song? No. But it is something special.

i'll move on baby just like you, when the desert floods & the grass turns blue, when a sailing ship don't need a moon, it'll break my heart but i'll get through, someday when I stop loving you

Someday when I stop loving you - Carrie Underwood
I love this song

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There's always that one person...you won't care what they did to you. You don't care how much they hurt you. You can't stop loving them.

Crap, I'm being screamed at to get downstairs.
I'll add more laterr.

by **FOREIGN?!** 4/20/2010, 12:14 pm

*hug* Sorry about those bad memories. I've got a whole playlist full of ones like that. Maybe listening to some lighter stuff would make you feel better. Smile