Saddle's Blog for 3/3/10 ~ Banished xP

Hey

So basically my mom has banished me from my room. My room. MY room. And it's for a stupid reason. xP I went up to my room yesterday when I was home alone after school and I accidentally fell asleep. And that got my mom all ticked off so I'm no longer allowed in my room unless someone else is upstairs with me or if I have permission to get something or change or something (and I have a time limit on that xP). Whatever, it gives me more time on Twig. And I can go to the basement and play the Wii and stuffs.

I don't know if I'll admit this anywhere else besides here and my diary/journal thing, but I think Derek and I are kinda becoming friends again. I dunno, I'm not sure, but it seems like it. And I've been remembering things he did in the past that were nice and I overlooked when I got mad at him. But it's hard for me. My best friend hates him to death and I'm afraid she'll be disappointed in me if I associate with him so I try to only when she's not around. Which, I think, is what he does too.

I am sick of the words "high school." No one will shut up about it. I don't know where I'm going yet, I don't know when I'll decide, and I'm tired of everyone telling me to go to a certain school. I don't care what they think, it's my choice. But I really hate when my parents talk to me. xP They want me to go to this one Catholic school (they've wanted me to go for a long time) and I don't really want to go there. I think I'd rather go to the public school we can go to, because I'd have friends there and stuff. But they're really pushing that Catholic school, even though they say they don't care either way. I think I might end up going there to make them happy. They'd let me switch if I hate it there, which I think I will. Whatever. No matter where I go, it won't be the same place as Juice. I don't know if I'll ever have a chance of going to the same school as him. The school he's going to is sort of a private school, meaning I don't think there's uniforms, but you had to apply to get in and stuff. The school days there are long so I said I didn't have interest in them cuz I was too lazy for that, but now I kinda regret it. Not just cuz he's going there, but cuz it's supposed to be a really good school, especially considering how few people from each town they allow there per year. I want to see if I can try to apply for my sophmore (sp?) year, but I don't know if they'd let me....

I hate my pattern of luck when it comes to things with Juice. My friend said my luck with him kinda goes like: bad luck, bad luck, bad luck, bad luck, really good luck, bad luck, bad luck, bad luck, bad luck, really good luck, etc. My really good luck was yesterday (which I posted on the crusher's club) but before that and now it's bad. Here's some badness:

1. I'm not on his team in gym. The teams were made one day when I had band or reach or something. I wasn't there so I got put on a team with the other rejects no one wanted.
   
2. I was able to predict when my team would play his: the day I had band during gym. Therefore, I wasn't there. And I know I'm never gonna play his team again.
   
3. The other day in reach, we started making a murder mystery skit. We were being assigned parts. The board had stuff like "Victims: Rob M. and F." "Suspects: Devin, Tommy, Mary...." etc, etc. Me and Juice were the only ones with out parts, and there was a line on the board that said "Detectives:" and that was it. I thought we would both be assigned as dectives since we needed at least two and neither of us had parts. But, of course, I was wrong. They made the narrators/sound effects people also the detectives, Juice became one of the murderers, and I became a suspect. Great.
   
4. The seat change in Language Arts put me nowhere near him, but he now sits near my old seat and I now sit by his old seat.
   
5. I don't sit by him in Math, and it doesn't seem like my teacher is planning on changing seats any time soon.
   

Eh, I'll stop complaining now.

My family problems aren't really getting better. My parents still hate each other. My mom still yells at us. My brother still gets screamed at. And now I don't even have my room to escape to. I hate it so much.

Haha, yesterday's date was 3/2/10. Just felt like pointing that out.

I have missed sooooooo much American Idol. My friend said she has them recorded and I could go watch 'em with her, but I think I missed too much. I missed the girls' night last week, and I kinda watched it with my friend, but we skipped a lot cuz she had to do something at a certain time and we couldn't watch it all. I also missed the guys' night last week. I missed last night and I'm gonna miss this night. This sucks, this year I was really planning on watching all of it. I guess I could try to catch up....

I think I'm done now. I can't think of anything else to say. Click my dwagons pwease? (in signature) Thanks

Adios,
Saddle

*facepalm* Oh, gosh, your mom sounds just as bad as mine. I got grounded from my room once, too . . . it didn't end up that great a punishment, but it was insulting. xD Just take heart that it was that and not the computer, I guess.

I'm glad you and Derek are getting close again. ^^ I'm sure your friend will come around, and if not, she'll have to deal with you guys.

I'm sorry you won't be with Juice! :/ I'd personally say go to the public school if that's what you'd prefer. Your parents can go fly a kite. xD I'm sorry that you haven't been having such great luck with him, either. :/ Don't worry about complaining! It's good to get it out. ^^

You guys are still in my prayers. I hope everything works out.

OMG. 3/2/10! I can't believe I didn't notice that!

Don't worry, you didn't really miss anything that great anyway. ^^ At least in my opinion . . . but I'm the one who's getting bored of it now, so I don't know how well you can take my word for it. xD

I shall click.

It backfires on her in the long run. She wants me to clean my room. I'm not allowed up there. Her problem, not mine. xD

She will never like Derek. Ever. I don't even know what happened between them, but she cursed him out once through text. And she never curses. So her liking Derek isn't possible, but I hope if we become friends again, she'll at least accept that it's my life and I can be friends with him if I want to.

The Catholic school is offering me a scholarship though. =/ My parents want me to go there so I don't lose it. Cuz if I end up hating the public school, bye bye scholarship. But if I go there first, I can have the scholarship and stuff and switch if I want to. =/ That's why I keep saying I can't decide. They want me to go to this school, but I don't really like it. And I went there, there are a lot of (I'm not too sure if I'm using this correctly, but I don't wanna say what I think or say to my friends cuz I don't think it's allowed on here xD) lettuce girls there, and some lettuce girls from my grade are going there. My friend said it's a school for girls like that and that the public school has a better education. I'm not sure about the education part, but all I know is the girls' uniform was changed and the skirt option was removed cuz they apparently kept getting shorter and shorter when the girls wore them....

Thanks, Shadow

I was looking forward to it for a long time. xD I just forgot to post something yesterday xD

There's this one guy I wanna see, and I can never see him cuz I keep missing it. xP

Tankies

*highfive* You: one, your mom: zero. xD

Well, that's not good . . . maybe this will have to be a learning experience for her then. xD

Oh, that does make sense. o.0 Huh. Well, it wouldn't hurt to try the Catholic school, then. Whatever is meant to happen will work out. ^^

Which one? :/

Your mom sounds stinky. >.> Banished from your own room? How dare she? :O

I feel the exact same way about school. Everyone you know as pretty good friends are one place that your parents don't want you to go, your best friends are going somewhere you can't go (period. D:) And your favorite guy is somewhere completely different. Dontcha wish everyone would just go one place? Gaah.

All that bad luck stinks. :[ I personally feel teachers should just let people sit wherever they want, I mean, they don't have to sit next to anyone!

*hug* I hope your family problems work out. That's no fun at all.

If you want to catch up on American Idol, you might wanna try the site. It's got everythaaaaang. But if you can't find it, you haven't really missed much. Last night I just sorta tuned out the TV while it was on, nobody seemed to sparkle. o:

shadowsowner888 wrote:*highfive* You: one, your mom: zero. xD

Well, that's not good . . . maybe this will have to be a learning experience for her then. xD

Oh, that does make sense. o.0 Huh. Well, it wouldn't hurt to try the Catholic school, then. Whatever is meant to happen will work out. ^^

Which one? :/

Yep! xD I wonder how long it'll take her to figure that one out. xD

Yeah. xD But seriously, they completely hate each other. If they were locked in a room together for 24 hours, only one would walk out....and I don't know who.

Yeah, I'm probably gonna end up going to the Catholic school.....then hating it.....and switchin' to the public.....(this is so weird, I usually use the names when talking about them, but now I gotta say public and Catholic xD)

This guy my friend keeps talking about: Tim Urban.

foreign wrote:Your mom sounds stinky. >.> Banished from your own room? How dare she? :O

I feel the exact same way about school. Everyone you know as pretty good friends are one place that your parents don't want you to go, your best friends are going somewhere you can't go (period. D:) And your favorite guy is somewhere completely different. Dontcha wish everyone would just go one place? Gaah.

All that bad luck stinks. :[ I personally feel teachers should just let people sit wherever they want, I mean, they don't have to sit next to anyone!

*hug* I hope your family problems work out. That's no fun at all.

If you want to catch up on American Idol, you might wanna try the site. It's got everythaaaaang. But if you can't find it, you haven't really missed much. Last night I just sorta tuned out the TV while it was on, nobody seemed to sparkle. o:

My room is like my sanctum. I was gonna go through my clothes so I could get rid of some and ask for new ones, and I accidentally fell asleep cuz I had trouble getting to sleep the night before. Now I'm banished. xP

Yeah, it sucks. xP I hate it, I hate it so much....what makes it worse was we had to decorate our lockers for spirit week and include where we're going to high school....walking past Juice's locker makes me feel like someone punched me in the stomach every time....

Yeah, seriously, they stick us with the worst people possible and they don't even know it!! Ugh, I hate it....

Thanks

Okily dokily, tankies

Tim Urban? Is that the cute one?

I suppose. xD I never see guys' night so I don't know. xD