Hate me. Everyone. Please.

Okay. Seriously. All I said was; "Genny's alot to handle as a bestie, since she's funny and crazy n' all. WCL and Ave are enough for online besties.. :/ It's alot, already. Plus, I've only known you for a year, or less. I've known the other for WAYYY longer. BUT, you'll always be my friend!"

@Mia
I'm just shocked. That's all. I thought we were closer. *sigh*
You don’t think of me the way I think of you. It feels odd for me to know where I stand in your books. I’ve always held you in regard and honour. We clash way too much. I thought you were my best friend. Fine, be repulsed by our friendship.

Whatever. I'm just gonna go play Diablo II now...

You hate me. . . At least that's someone. I still don't feel hated enough, yet. ANYONE?

Oh, Crystal...


I understand.

Well, I haven't had those exact things said to me before. But I'd like to say that I can somewhat relate. But I think what you should do is talk it out with the person. Say how you feel, and let the person say the same to you. Just talk it out.
Like Cyn, I'm not that effected by insults, so that might judge my opinion on this, but my friend and I have had a couple fights like this. Just take a deep breath, relax, and talk it out.

Defintion of bestie- the person you wish to hang with the most also the person who you go to first if you need help. They are usually people you've know for most of your life.

Given that I think CA my have over reacted to what was said. Even if she can't be a bestie she can still be a real close friend.

Mia didn't help matters much by reacting the way she has.

They both are at fault for making it as bad as it is. now from my experince losing a best friend is like losing a part of your self in order to make sure they stay intact i believe they should apologized to each other. Not jsut one of them both and it can't be a quick and quiet srry it has to be a full crying and hugging im srry session they mean more.

I'm sorry if this post makes no sense, though I felt the need to share.

And Izzie - just to make it clear, I don't hate you.

Mia. I know that you didn't mean to hurt her. Your intentions weren't cruel, and you've made that clear. But Izzie, I think you reacted like a normal human being would - though she didn't want to, Mia's words were harmful.

The same thing has happened to me. When he said what he did, he certainly wasn't being rude about it. He said it in the nicest way possible, but you know what it sounded like to me?

"The reason you're my friend isn't because your too awesome to just be an aquaintance; it's because you're just not good enough to be a best friend. And you know what? You never will be good enough. My best friend is so much better than you. You mean nothing to me."

I don't know if that's how you feel, Izzie, though it's how I felt. Call it overreacting, but sometimes you just can't help it.

She doesn't find your friendship repulsing, Izzie. She said that you were her friend. That has to mean something, right?

Ave, I don't know. I already screwed it up so much. Our friendship will never be the same again no matter what I do.

Yes, that's exactly how I feel, Ave, thank you for sharing. *almost smiles*

THATS NOT TRUE. your giving up way to easy and that is not fair to your friendship

I'm sorry if this sounds mean, but...

I used to think you guys were the most mature 12 year olds I know. Now, I'm not so sure.

It's such a silly thing to fight over, you guys. Really... And it's equally both your faults. Mia, you could have worded what you said a bit nicer. Crystal, you're overreacting.

I love you guys both to death, but I'm not going to justify what you're doing here as reasonable. You're just over dramatic teenagers like myself, and we tend to do and say stupid things.

So please, for the sake of humanity, stop your fighting and focus on more productive things, mkay? One day you'll value each other's friendship equally (if you don't already on a subconscious level) but that day won't happen if this fighting doesn't stop.

That's how I felt with my friend. Back in March, when my great aunt, who I was close to, died, my friend insulted me through her. She didn't know how harsh her words were to me, and she really insulted me unintentionally. She noticed I was mad since I wasn't speaking to her. She constantly texted me about it, but I ignored them. She continued texting, and, eventually, after a week and a half or so, I gave in and forgive her.

Basically, that whole story, besides rambling, was to show that you should just... eh, I don't know what I'm getting at. But I thought that I would never be the same with my friend, but I am. It's probably different, but I think my intention is to give you hope.

FOR CA; When did I say I hated you?!

FOR CYN; I just can't handle this anymore. I tried my best, millions of times before on explaining how I DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING RUDE, and what goes on? 3 poems + this thread that make me feel a million times worse then I'd already felt! Seriously! I cried like today was never bound to come, because of what we may call R.E.G.R.E.T!

That's it. Mia out. -leaves-

EDIT; Just.. nevermind this post. Read the next one, instead.

FOR MO; Since when have I been 12?! I've always been 5. And that'll never change.

FOR CA; I almost lost Genny, because of how much time I'd always spend with you. And it really hurt. I don't wanna loose Genny, but.. I don't wanna loose you, either. My life is never easy. I can never hang out with you both because Genny knows that I'll end up taking to YOU instead of HER. I always pay the most attention to you, and Genny.. you don't wanna know how hard 6th grade has been for her. She thought that YOU took ME away from HER. And now.. now I'm just lost. ):

@Mia;
Aww... We are friends and I do like to pass the day with you in serious and inconsequential chatter. I wouldn't mind cleaning stuff up beside you, dusting beside you, reading the back half of the paper while you read the front. We are friends and I would miss you, do miss you and think of you very often. 'Sides, truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget. The world will never change so drastically to a point where we are ex-friends.

Ugh. All the crying's making my eyes hurt. And now- now I'm tired because of it, too. x,x

@Mia; Sorry, for being such a idiotic schmuck for the trouble I've caused plus the fact that I made your life way harder than it already is. I feel like a mugger for hurting you. You and Genny are practically cellmates in my prison of bestiality. I'm also sorry for ever butting into your lives. I should be in a cell. For commiting the crime of hurting some extraordinairy beings like you and Genny. I'm so... foolish. Anyhow, life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by are the friends we choose... You = Good, good friend. Oh... and above all else... SORRY FOR OVERREACTING! I'm so stupid. But that's the top reason you're a good friend, you think I'm a good egg even though I'm totally cracked. Phew. Thank goodness you are my friend. Thank goodness you stay my friend even though I'm ruining your life. Yeah, sorry for that, too.

@Everyone; Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!

You're not an egg! Greg [Genny's little brother] is! Says Genny. GREG THE EGG. o__O

Schmuck? That makes me think of quoting M. Duquette.. -is frightened-
VIEUX SCHNOUK.

XD

I shall have coffee tomorrow, before we go to the circus thingie. AND BEFORE SAUTONS EN COEUR. OMG. Poor little kids. O,o

*starts caramelldansen like self would do with Nathalie and Genny while some random music is playing in background*

Which reminds me. I was listening to the caramelldansen song today. I litterally got off of my chair, and started caramelldansen. Man, is that song ever fast! oo___OO

Now, I'm going to sleep 'cuz I don't have any other choice. I might actually sleep. Especially now that I got a straight apology right through Mia’s thick skull, and of course Mia’s, through mine. G'nite! :3