- The Secret Waterfall -

•○•[Lemon-Licious]•○• wrote:"Hmm?" I asked as he lossed me back. "What do you want to do?" I asked, entwining my fingers into him.

<3--[Emily]--<< wrote:Rosie -

"Jasie Valley...." I sighed, the memories sunk into me like the rock bottom of an ocean. Jake and Rosie Valley. Jake... Jake Parker. "Why hadn't I just stuck to him?" I thought to myself, remembering when I had been so jealous of him and Miri. I mean it was true that I was shallow and vain then, I haven't changed much, but he was such a good guy. A great guy! I thought of all of the countless times he had helped me and knew that Miri better be thankful of having him. And if I were her, I'd keep my grip on him tight.

I mean I knew I could've gotten him to like me... But then Jeremy came into the picture. It was more than obvious that Miri was annoyed and through with me, but I wasn't going to back down. They were clearly meant for each other... And as if it were a blessing, or a sign, Jeremy appeared and we were both instantly attracted to each other. We had a connection that was so faithful, close, and instant that I though he'd still be with me today. Or at least I was the one who stayed faithful...

My silent crying was torn into wreck less sobs, as I bent forward. I couldn't handle it anymore, I just couldn't... We had been brought to each other for a reason, we were made for each other! And I had done exactly what I was doing with Justin - I was slowly pushing away because I was taking them for granted. If I had just watched Justin a little more closely, just went to his house a few more times, or even just put a little effort into our relationship then... Then... "Then I wouldn't be stuck here today!" a voice in my mind cried. Exactly.

My feelings about Justin were churning uneasily through my stomach, as I stopped too think if we were right for each other. "I guess..." I finally sighed, but it wasn't how it was whenever I was with Jeremy. Curled into a ball, tears still streaking my face, it slowly began to drizzle, as the sky sympathized my pain. I tried to get into a standing position, but my wobbly knees wouldn't lock and every time I moved I felt sick to my stomach. I wasn't sure what I was going to do... But I knew one thing for sure.

And sitting there, I thought to myself, "I don't know how many years it's been... And I don't know how many times I've lied to myself by thinking I was over you... But, honestly... I still love you, Jeremy."

<3--[Emily]--<< wrote:"That's.... Cool. I guess," I shrugged. "Do you want to get pizza or something?" I asked, wanting to fill in the time while bonding with her. I mean we used to be really close... Couldn't we just stay as really good friends? I needed one of those, anyways.

<3--[Emily]--<< wrote:I was glad to see her smile, since I hadn't in a while. My mind wandered to our kiss in the hospital, but I distracted myself. "Alright," I smiled, taking a step back as I waited for her to follow.

Maybe this was going to work after all. She was always good at giving me advice and helping me out during rough times. It would be just like then, just with less lovey-dovey stuff and differen't feelings/approach.

•○•[Lemon-Licious]•○• wrote:[Sure!]

Twenty-one days since our wedding. I was in the couch, a purple and pink Abercrombie plaid cami was on my body with capris and matching sandles. My hair was up in a ponytail, and I was breathing nervously. How was I going to tell him? How would he react. Several years ago when I met him, I would have never pictured this.

<3--[Emily]--<< wrote:I was glad to see her smile, since I hadn't in a while. My mind wandered to our kiss in the hospital, but I distracted myself. "Alright," I smiled, taking a step back as I waited for her to follow.

Maybe this was going to work after all. She was always good at giving me advice and helping me out during rough times. It would be just like then, just with less lovey-dovey stuff and differen't feelings/approach.