Re: Ninja Academy - Part 8 - 2 years later

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:17 am

'' listen none of this was your fault you didn't have to come with me that was my descion now are we going to look on the past or are we gona move on because i am not sure how much more i can actully take of you being depressed '' she told him

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:20 am

I looked at her and said, "I'm sorry, but I'm a very emotional person. When an emotion his me...it hits me hard. You should probably know, but...I always grieve over what has happened. It's one of my downfalls." I got out of the tub and sat on the side. "Am I freaking you out?"

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:21 am

'' yeah just a bit not really freeking me out more like scaring me i feel like if you are deeprest you won't want to be with me because you are depresst ... '' she told him

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:23 am

I laughed. "I'm always depressed. I was depressed the day I met you."

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:25 am

'' oh '' she said with a smile well that is going to have to change starting now '' she said with a smile '' so what do you want to do she asked looking at him

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:28 am

"I'll try. It'll take A LOT of work, but I'll try." I got up and went over to Selena. I was pressed against her body with my head resting against hers. "For you." I kissed her. "I don't care what we do...as long as I'm with you."

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:30 am

'' okay '' she said with a smile ... ''uh well what do you want to togtother ? '' she asked

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:32 am

I started smirking. "How about we do this," I kissed her. "For awhile." I continued to smirk. "We can talk when we have to take breaths." Laughter got the best of me and I started laughing.

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:34 am

selena just smiled ... an did the same thing as him

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:37 am

I kissed her back. "What's it like to have sisters? I don't have any siblings."

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:39 am

'' uh not that different for me it is like haveing kids '' she replied

[ i don't know because i dont have any in real life but i do have 3 possible kids for step brother an sister ]

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:43 am

I laughed. "I definitely don't know what that feels like." I kissed her again. "Your question."

(I'm the opposite as Roido. I have 4 siblings. 3 sisters and a brother.)

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:45 am

'' what is it like used to havein all those scary dreams ''she asked

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:46 am

I stopped cold. I froze on the spot. I clenched my jaw and said, "I don't want to talk about that."

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:48 am

[ yeah got none ]

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:48 am

'' oh okay now your question '' she added

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:48 am

(LOL That's okay. I'll come up with something.)

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:52 am

"I'm sorry for not answering your question. It's just...my mother is still a touchy subject." I thought about it for a long time. "What were you thinking about that night...at the bonfire? You know," I looked down. "When I was screaming." I was trying to approach the subject of my mother. I wanted to talk to her about my mother, but couldn't. This was going to take time, but I'd get there evntually.

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:53 am

'' i can't tell you what i was thinking about that night at the bonefire ....'' she told him

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:55 am

"Yes you can," I said. I went pale, and my eyes widened in terror. "Or is it that bad?"

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:56 am

'' uh it might cause trouble so i would rather not '' she told him

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 1:57 am

I squinted my eyes. "What do you mean 'it might cause trouble' ?"

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 1:59 am

'' lets just forget about it '' she insistied

by itachiphan8823 8/20/2009, 2:03 am

"I want to know. You need to get it out of your system. Something like that will...eat you alive from the inside out." I looked down. "I would know. I never told anybody that I ever had a mom...let alone a brother. But I told you the whole story. It ate me alive until I was heartless and bitter. Even small things can do that to you." I looked back up at her. "Trust me, I know. Just tell me." I paused. "Please."

by *Strongly*[Emo]tional 8/20/2009, 2:07 am

'' that night at the bonefire i thought i was falling for nathan an then thought i loved him but then i saw his true colors ..'' she said she turned bright red

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