The Night World; Book One: Finding Love In The Darkness

[Make Benji choose. *calls Benjamin* Would you mind if we fell in love with each other?
Benji: O.o]

"Whatever, guys. Just whatever." I turned out of his grip again, attempting to keep my balance. "Benjamin, call me when this twisted fantasy ends." I closed the door, slumped against it, and burst into tears.

[I am pulling an Edward Cullen. x.x]

"We're leaving anyways. Forget about me", I looked at her painfully, "I am sorry, that your life has to end." I left with Teva. My head was spinning, and I felt sick, not only to my stomach, but everywhere. She just didn't understand, she never will, and when she takes her last breath she'll hate me. "I'm sorry." I whispered. Teva looked over at me, a faint smile played across her lips, and as many times as she said it'll be okay, many times actually, I shook my head in defiance. We went to my home, and sat there and talked. Teva asked me a few questions about CDB, and I answered them, anything to keep my mind off of Amanda. "Maybe they won't find out." I hoped, but I knew inwardly that they have spies everywhere, listening to make sure we don't break the Law. Teva's eyes were glassy-looking, as if she was about to cry. She didn\'t want to die either, and now here tears were falling freely, streaking across her face, I ended two lives, that didn't need to be stopped, and everything was entirely my fault.

[Ermm...]

[Gyak. Uhm... ]

[Amanda, can you just edit your, to flow along, or do I have to delete the post I wrote? Like add, I walked out to see they aren't there, or something? PLLEEEEASE? ]

[Or I can delete my psot. xD]

[Jsut about to reply.]

[Oh sorry. Yo estoy impaciente. I am very impatient. I am doing Spanish project. Don't want to do it ]

[It's yo soy impaciente. xD]

Teva had to keep me from going to Amanda, and excessively apologizing, "If you go back now, you won't have actually delt with your feelings, and it's just going happen again and again. What a sick cycle.." She said, and I know she's right. I need to deal with my emotions, as Amanda already probably did, or so she thinks. I believe she just stores away her feelings, or atleast that's what I think. I'm not going to school tomarrow, not sure if I can ever go to school again. It's not like I need it, I only went to fit in witht eh community. Looking out my window, I see the freedoms of the outside land. It's temptations try to draw me away, but if I leave it might lead neighbors on. So for now, I stay here, in my cage of interelocking conflicts.

[Nope, its a temporary feeling or condition. I am only impatient right now. I got you one up.]

[sorry dinner, I am typing chapter numero uno "write" now. Get it? Ha ha]

Teva did a ninja move, and fell off the couch. She hit her head pretty hard, and was rather..erm...crazy. "Whhheeee!" Teva ran in circles with her hands prominately in the air. I grinned, I needed a video of that. Why? For furture purposes of course. I hoped it was Amanda at the door. Walking towards the door I felt nervous, I opened the door, "Hello?" I cleared my throught, "Oh, Amanda, I am sorry. I really am. I value your friendship-" I cut myself off. I was blabbing, which is something I usually do not do. My gaze flickered to the ground.

(Can I RP with ya'll? )

[Well, we're kinda in the middle of this, and this is our friend in RL, so, like, we know him.]

[Amanda, Shame. It's not like i'm being him to a T. Am I? ]

[Nope. It's hard playing someone you know, but it's also fun.]

[Now reply. xD]

[xD. Your ceiling fan shall go to the hospital, Benji-boy. xD]

"Yeah, yeah." I giggled, shaking my hair away from my face. I still felt... off from yesterday, and I might have a fever.

[Amanda, why are you always sick?]

[Cuz it adds plot and I like making my charries like that. Ask anyone who's ever RPed with me. xD]